remember when you kissed me in the field and it felt like a scene from a movie?
remember when i told you every last drop every of my deep twisted trauma and i thought you listened
but you always made me insecure
i wish you were taller
i wish you were older
i wish you were more hispanic
i wish you weren't so weird
why couldn't you see that u changed everything for you but it never fucking worked you were so insecure you poured to poison in my pot and fucked me over but it's whatever i actually don't fucking care at all well maybe i do because i still think about you i go to the park we first kissed at all the time usually with a different guy everytime but you were the blue print
but the blue print faded and ripped into pieces
why are the guys i go for never what i need
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my notes.
Poetryliterally just rants from my notes i hope someone can relate to them my grammar sucks so smd.
