my notes.

zack first love

the way he holds my hips
the way he looks at me eager to take a bite
the way he makes me feel like i'm the most beautiful girl in the entire world he is what i need but i gave him my body and he didn't want it so he distanced himself and i had to leave but maybe i left too soon for him to chase me because when u love someone you comeback chase me tell me you miss me tell me that u fucking care tell me come back to me my dad chases my mom in circles that's love i think why can't you miss me you actually listened to me made me so so beautiful and worthy of something you saw the potential in me but i ruined it because of the guys before u thought you wanted my body but you weren't ready as i thought you were i just want something with you again just fucking text me call me go to my house let's watch twilight again and again over and over again let's relive the day that i felt so desperately in love with you i want zack back so much it only lasted a month but it's ok because it's the best love i've ever had i ever needed you completed me so much but i ruin everything just like my mom says right i don't deserve that kinda love right