chapter 19

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nash pov:

"sorry to tell you but violet passed away early this morning" the docter said. we all wept. no this cant be true why why why why. my baby. ill miss her. brooke started crying in will's shoulder. hayes started crying on shauna's. the boys started letting tiny tears out. 

a few days later:

its the funeral today. i got changed into a suit and walked downstairs i havent been eating. in every dream i see violet looking at me smiling. it freaks me out but at least im able to see her. i miss her so badly right now. we got in the car and drove to the church. 

the mass was nearly over. "i now invite brooke brace and nash grier up to say a few words" the priest said. we walked up brooke was going first.

"what can i say she was my sister she got on my nerves annoyed me a lot made me want to kill her. but she was my sister i loved her so much. she was my baby sister. i am the last person in my family my dad is gone my mom is gone. now my beautiful sister is gone. i keep telling my self this is just a dream but its not its real life. its kills me to know i wont be able to help her when she is older. it kills me to know that she wont ever get married have children or even grow up it hurts me so bad i wont ever forget her. she was my baby sister how could i ever forget her. this is a poem i wrote for her. 

my baby sister, i knew you well

you know my thoughts before i told you, 

you were there for me when i needed you, to make me happy when i was sad 

baby sister dont think we will forget, 

youll be in our hearts, 

until the end" she walked back to her chair in tears guess its my turn.

"violet violet was my beautiful princess. sure we had our ups and down but honesty to me she wasnt just another girl she was the girl my girl. i just wish i had told her that before she had passed. she made me happy when i was sad. i was there for her when she was sad. when i found out she was moving in i was the most happiest person on earth. i love her theres not much to say only that i love her so much im sure i will never ever forget her for as long as i live. violet i love you never forget that" i said walking down.

after mass we walked to the graveyard i carried her coffin with will dad and hayes. we lowered into the hole. me and the boys covered her with dirt. "goodbye my love" i wispered tears rolling down my cheeks. cam matt and taylor started going into histerics crying. wow its funny you dont know what a person does until their gone. in other words vi holded us together now  thats shes gone its like a piece of us is gone. how am i gonna live.

i woke up from the dream my eyes wet with tears. i looked over to see vi still in the bed. days have turned into weeks weeks have turned into months. its been 4 months since shes been in the coma. its killing me. will and brooke put of there wedding. brooke hasnt been eating or sleeping.  im scared thats she is going to wake up and i wont be there to be seen first. so thats one reason why i havent left this room for anything. hayes stays here alot too. the rest of the boys visit from time to time. i understand cam not being able to come since he is filming expelled.

i miss her i miss her touch. the docter said she might be able to hear me. so i spoke again for the hundreth thousand time. "violet i miss you please wake up its killing me not being able to hear you laugh see you smile see your eyes. please wake up i love you so much and i know you love me cause you told me. i love you violet i really do" i said. 

i saw her hand moving...................................

violet pov:

"violet i miss you please wake up its killing me not being able to hear you laugh see you smile see your eyes. please wake up i love you so much and i know you love me cause you told me. i love you violet i really do"  i heard someone say i think it was nash.i love you too nash i thought. i tried again to see could i move. i moved my hand. wait it actually moved. 

"violet are you there" nash said. i opened my eyes slowly. i saw nash standing in front of me with a smile slapped on his face. he ran to the door. "brooke will shes awake" i saw brooke and will run into me. "vi" brooke shouted hugging me. "missed you kiddo" will said ruffling my hair. "how long was i out" i asked. nash said " hmm 4 months 3 days" . then he looked at his watch " 6 hours and 50 seconds" he said laughing. "time much" i said smirking. he laughed and nodded. 

"we missed you violet" nash and brooke said hugging me. the the door opened sky hayes and elisabeth. "vi" hayes shouted. he ran over and hugged me. " i missed you vi" he said squeezing me. "violet how are you honey" elisabeth asked. "sore" i replied. "vi vi vi" sky shouted running over to me. "hey baby girl how are you" i asked. "good nash was crying because you were sleeping but he was very silly cause i told him you would wake up" she said laughing. i laughed along.

"ok lets leave miss violet get some rest now thanks" the docter said coming in. "ill be back tomorow" nash said. "you better be" i said kissing his lips. he returned the kiss and walked out. "bye sissy" brooke said hugging me and walkig out. "bye vi" everyone else said hugging me and walking out. i went back to sleep.

a/n so hey 3 chapters left nearly finsished i hope youre enjoying it love ye all shauna xox

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