it was a Friday. everyone's favorite day of the week. I had just spend the last 2 days laying in my bed and not doing anything. I felt so depressed, so sad. I felt like my life wasn't worth anything. I looked down at my wrist and the band aids that covered it, a wave of pain washed over me. I turned my music up a little louder to drown out the world as I walked through the school hallways. I got looks from people obviously because I was "sick" for the past two days.
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by the end of the day I was basically drowned in work and I had my tutoring lesson. i slumped down in one of the seats in the class room. Ashton walked in a few minutes later.
"so, um, why weren't you here yesterday" he asked nervously
"you know you don't have to be nervous around me right" I told him
"yeah" he half laughed
"and I was sick" I said as I looked down at my nails.
he nodded and sat down in front of me.
"you really don't want to be tutored, do you?" he asked
"well, um, no. I'd much rather be at home watching old '90s shows or listening to music" I said bluntly
"well," he started
"I would rather be doing that too, I don't like this just as much as you if not more" he replied
I looked down at my blank paper.
"just skip today, I'll see you in two days" he told me
I couldn't have ran out of that room faster.
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I'm soooorrrryyyyyy I haven't updated in forever im addicted to teen wolf tho
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lost ↠ Ashton Irwin
Fanfictionas the tears streamed down my face I knew he was gone for good and I'll have to live with myself knowing it was my fault he's gone [POTENTIALLY TRIGGERING IDK]
