people have asked me if i know how it feels to have your heart broken, now i know.
Zaayn Javadd Malik is and is still 1/5. Zayn said in his final statement that he wants a normal life. Baby I'm sorry, but I'm going to state the truth.
You are not going to have a normal life.
You will always be apart of One Direction, you can't change that. I think the thing that saddens me the most is he paid over £10 million to get out of the contract. He was that unhappy.):
I don't hate him, I can't hate him. All I want is for our boys to be happy, and even if it hurts I will try and do everything I can for them.
It just goes to show, that you can put on this happy façade and still be breaking down in the inside.
And then these sick people, who tell you to cut, or he's just a band member, or he's becoming a terrorist?
Go to hell.
First of all, self harm to IS NOT A JOKE. So don't make it one. You don't know anything about that person's personal life, so don't make it sound like you do.
Second of all, terrorism IS NOT A JOKE. Just because someone is muslim, or lives near the terrorist group like ISIS doesn't mean they are terrorists. Muslims are very nice people, I have some friends who are Muslims. And these stereotypes make their life a living hell. So stop it.
Third of all, he isn't 'just a band member'. Zayn Malik is a bestfriend, a boyfriend, a talented singer, a family man, and an amazing fiancé. I honestly feel like I have just broken up with my boyfriend for 5 years. I'm not saying it doesn't hurt, because it does. It hurts alot.
And whoever tells you to dry your eyes because you are pathetic, ignore them. You are most definitely not pathetic.
IT. IS. OKAY. TO. CRY.
I love you guys so much. And I want you to always remember I will be here for you no matter what. Guys please don't harm yourself, Zayn definitely wouldn't want that. Because he loves us alot.
All the love and more.
Stay Strong.
-sam x.
