(*hands tissues and pillow with a picture of cupcake harry* you'll need these)
H A R R Y
"Haven?" I ask quietly with a bag from Panera in my hand. The house is silent, there's a note on the fridge.
Dear Harry,
I went to go get some fresh air, please dont come out with me. Be back soon x -Haven
I pick up my phone amd call the only person I can think of close to her. Christy.
"Harry why are you calling so late?" Her voice mumbles.
"Chris its Haven I can't find her." I rush out. She says something that makes my heart stop for a minute.
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"Haven," I breathe out surrounded by stones.
"Harry, w-what are you doing here?" She asks nervously standing up.
"What's going on?" I always hated beating around the bush.
"It's nothing Harry,"
"Haven," I state dominantly. She looks at me with a glint in her eyes and shakes her head placing it in her hands.
"I killed her didn't I it's all my fault Harry." Her voice cracks.
"Baby," I wrap my arms around her and she sobs into my shirt.
"God I'm so f.ucking stupid." She mutters.
"Babe can you just tell me what's going on?"
"Harry, I um. W-when you left me it was a hard time for me. So I um turned to what any other teenager would do to fill a void." She says.
"And then came along Andrew, and I was happy really f.ucking happy, b-because he gave me drugs and some emotional connection, and we ran away to England together."
"harry I swear I didn't." She sobs.
"Haven what happened?"
"I lost her, f-fuck I lost her." She wails and I rub her back soothingly.
-havens flashback-
"Babe c'mon it relaxes you I swear." Andrew urges me and I shake my head.
"Baby, it will take care of your stomach aches, won't feel a thing." He encourages me holding out the mystery glass. I sigh and run my hands through my hair before grabbing it, downing it.
"Atta girl."
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"Andrew, a-andrew!" I cry as the water leaks on the sheet and the pounding ache in my stomach.
"F.uck babe, hold on." He grabs my hand and lead me to the car.
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"Miss Tuckett." The doctor calls me.
"W-whats going on?" I ask panicked and waking up.
"Easy Miss Tuckett, you just gave birth."
"Come with me Miss Tuckett.." He sighs and I follow him into a room. The round globe in the middle encased the small child sleeping.
"Miss Tuckett your child has a rare fatal underdevelopment case, and has a 5% chance of making it through two days." But I didn't hear him, all I saw was a curly blonde haired angel laying in the incubator.
"She's beautiful," I touch the plexiglass and smile.
"Miss Tuckett, she doesn't have a chance." He explains to me.
"Can I atleast hold her?" I ask a tear slipping out of my eye. He looks at me skeptically before opening the case and picking my baby girl up.
"Hi baby, it's your mommy." I whisper quietly and her eyes light up. They were so.. full of life.
"I'm so so sorry." I begin to cry and she stirs into my arms. She grabs hold of my finger in her tiny fist, so fragile.
"P-please forgive me." I kiss her small forehead before the doctor takes her away from me her fussing quickly.
"You're doing the right thing Miss Tuckett she would've never lasted." The doctor reassures me. I nod and the nurse ushers me back into the room as I have a panic attack.
"S-she was so beautiful Harry, god so beautiful." I say sadly.
"Haven," He whispers to me and I uncover the tomb stone.
Melody Renee Styles
December 2013-December 2013
God's guardian angel
"S-she was ours Harry." Her eyes, her curly locks. Everything about her, was ours.
(I cried im not ashamed, vote and comment pls)
