The Toxicity | Taehyung x Jungkook

Cʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ Oɴᴇ.

Loving him was the biggest mistake I've ever made.

Only if I never met him I wondered how things would be for me like now?

Would I be happy and in love or would I have gone down the same path again just with another?

I wish I could go back eight years ago and look the other direction when he approached me in the hallways at school.

I wish I could just pack all of my things and run away and never look back, but it wasn't that simple for me. It was never going to be just that simple for me.

"Mommy."

I wipe my tears as I turn my head to my son standing at the door frame. He was rubbing his eyes and was dragging his green blanket across the floor to reach to me.

"Kiden what are you doing up?" I whisper as my son only reaches out to hug me.

"I was scared mommy." Kiden speaks lowly as he turns around and stares into the dark hallways.

"I heard you crying, I thought it was a monster." He says turning back towards me and I sigh as I soon place a smile onto my face.

"Baby, there is no monsters here. I promise." I reassure patting my son's head and he tilts his head as he drops the blanket completely onto the ground.

"So why mommy...why you cry?" He asks and I smile again.

"I was watching.. this sad video... you know how emotional I can be." I tell him and Kiden scrunches his face but then holds his hand out for me to take.

"It's late, you need to go back to sleep. You have school tomorrow my love." I say grabbing a hold of my son's hand.

"Can you sleep with me tonight mommy?" He asks and I nodd as my son guides me back to him room.

I pick up my son and place him back into his dinosaur themed bed, he looks up at me and he smiles as I return the gesture.

"I love you." I say kissing my son's forehead.

"I love you too mommy." Kiden tells me as he closes his eyes. I sit on the dinosaur bing bag that sat next to his bed rubbing my son's cheek as he drifted back into his slumber.

It was never that simple for me to leave. I was here and I tolerated my suffering because of my son. I was twenty two years old with a seven year old boy. Yes you do the math. I was fifteen years old when I gave birth. I had to grow up fast. I made poor life decisions along the way, but one choice I never regretted in the twenty two years of my life was not giving up on Kiden.

I woke up everyday and decided to deal with my struggles only because of Kiden. I turn my head to the door to see Taehyung standing there. Leaning against the door frame as his wondering dark brown eyes stares directly into my fragile soul. I glance over at Kiden who was now sleeping peacefully as I make my way to stand and walk over towards my husband's presence.

"Where were you?" I whisper and Taehyung only grabs my hand roughly leading me back to our bedroom.

"You are one sneaky bitch you know that!" He yells shoving me into the room and closing the door shut behind us and I shake my head as he approaches me.

"Taehyung what the fuck are you talking about right now?" I question as the man chuckles.

"Are you seriously going to play dumb with me?" He questions and I sigh.

"I know you've been using again." He deadpans.

"And you want to know how I know about your dirty poorly kept secret?" He says with a smile on his face.