"I'm Kilinia. Kim Kilinia." I say taking his hand and shaking it.
"It's unique I like it." Jungkook says and I smile.
"Kilinia... I want to help you." Jungkook explains and I shake my head.
"How could you possibly help me?" I ask.
"By telling you it's okay to leave him." Jungkook says and I look at my phone and see the picture of Kiden.
"My son loves his father..and his father loves him." I tell the doctor.
"It's not easy like you make it seem." I say and Jungkook frowns.
"I'm not trying to offend you." He reassures and I nodd.
"I know you wish to help, but I'm nothing without him."
"He's made me stop working..to become a housewife. I had to miss out on college. I had put my life on hold so that he could live his..."
"If I just take off with Kiden..there will be nowhere for us to go." I cry out.
"They would take away my custody rights and I'm sure Taehyung would keep him from me if they did so."
"You can't...you just can't help me." I cry as Jungkook lifts my face and wipes my tears.
"Kilinia, I don't think it's too late for you." He says.
"Does it make me a pathetic person that as much as I want to hate him..that I can't."
"That I love him still." I admit and Jungkook smiles as he shakes his head.
"It doesn't make you pathetic it makes you tenacious." He tells me as he stands up from his chair and walks over towards his desk.
"When did the abuse start?" Jungkook asks as he grabs a pen and a notebook. My eyes widen as I get nervous he was going to write everything I told him down. Was he going to report this? I couldn't have that happen.
"Relax this is for you..I want you to have this."
"Everything you feel about this situation write down...it'll only help you." He says handing me the notebook.
"After I gave birth he changed, Kiden my son was about five months old when Taehyung turned to someone I didn't recognize anymore."
"I was 15 and he was 16." I finish as I take a deep breath as I didn't want to remember the trauma.
"You..you were just a kid." Jungkook says shocked and I nodd my head ashamed of even telling a stranger my story.
"How old are you now Mrs.Kim if you don't mind?" He asks.
"Twenty Two" I inform.
"I rather stop here today if you don't mind." I say softly and Jungkook nodds.
"It's progress and that's all that matters." He says. We share a long silent stare for a moment before
Jungkook helps me stand and he was only inches away from me, I don't know what it was but for some reason I felt myself able to breathe without fearing for my life. He made me feel safe and that's a feeling I craved for so badly. I stare into his dark doe eyes. He was an attractive man and it only made it harder for someone like him to listen to someone like me. I bet he always had it easy for him. I place my hand onto his chest and my eyes never leave his."You're nervous too...why?" I only ask.
"Because you're beautiful Kilinia." Jungkook says only looking down at me and I pull my hand away from his chest and I blush. I haven't heard that word sound so genuine in about eight years.
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The Toxicity | Taehyung x Jungkook
RomansaToxic is when they can't let you go, but they can't treat you right either. MATURE THEMES!