"What's that look?" Jungkook says and I smile softly.
"I'm What look?" I say, I glance over at the empty champagne bottle. I knew the both of us were a bit buzzed by now. Yet the buzzed feeling was nothing I couldn't handle. Jungkook makes me turn around to face the body mirror hung onto the wall.
I didn't recognize this look either.
"I think this is, I'm happy to be here look?" I tease, but I then turn back around placing my hands around his neck, causing our bodies to bump.
Jungkook's face turns serious and his eyes meet mine, and then they travel to my lips. The music in the background seems to grow quieter as I only hear the sound of our hearts beating. Was he just as nervous as I was?
Scared?
He leans in closer and I don't budge. I didn't want to. I was lonely, and I craved for the right kind of companionship of a lover. Not that Jungkook was my lover. He was my friend. He had to be my friend, nothing else. I couldn't be anything else for him.
"Jungkook I can't." I whisper.
"Is it because of him?" He asks and I nod my head slowly.
"What type of person does that make me.. if I betray him" I say against his lips, almost kissing them. I wanted to badly.
"I wish you realize you are worth more than you settle yourself for." Jungkook says pulling away from me.
"I don't think I have that choice." I say as I continued to fight my tears.
"What I do know is that you are here with me and it's nobody here but us."
"And we have the choice to do anything and be anyone we want to be." He says, touching my hands softly.
"No cheating wives and no abusive husbands?" I say pulling him close to me again.
"This is our world and we are the creators." Jungkook says.
"In this world we would meet a different way."
"We would of met at the park, I would of dropped my Divergent Book, and you would of been passing me."
"You stopped though, saw the book and picked it up."
"You handed it to me, and you looked me into my eyes." I stop as Jungkook finishes.
"And saw the most beautiful woman in the world."
"And he would of instantly started to feel weak under her gaze."
"Cause that's the type of power she holds." He says as I started to blush.
"They fell in love at first sight." I whisper.
With his lips he pulled me on edge of my sensation. He was kissing my tears, kissed them away effortlessly. I didn't want this to end.
No.
I wasn't crying in despair anymore, but with a kind of passion. It was a new feeling, his lips were rousing, and his hands. There was no more doubt in mind to fight or resist the urge to be with him. I wanted him. All of me wanted what he wanted.
Jungkook only carries me towards his bedroom, it was dark enough. Only the moonlight shined through his window. He starts to kiss the back of me, as his hands maneuver around the straps of my dress. Instantly making them fall to the ground. I gasp as I turn towards the man. I forgot I was a bruised up canvas. I couldn't be seen this way. I didn't feel beautiful enough standing next to him.
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The Toxicity | Taehyung x Jungkook
RomanceToxic is when they can't let you go, but they can't treat you right either. MATURE THEMES!