I Love You (L.S)

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Louis' P.O.V

I paced the floor, hands clutched against my head. I sat on my couch and reached for my phone. I should call Harry and explain to him the truth. I fumbled with my phone before setting it down again and staring straight ahead. I can't tell him, he'll think I am crazy. After all I did get a "girlfriend" just so I wouldn't have to worry about my feelings for him. Truth is since the first day I laid eyes on him at the café I worked at, I've felt drawn to him. I've gotten so attached to him over time and I know he wouldn't feel the same if I had told him I loved him.

*knock, knock*

I got up off of my couch and headed for the front door. When I opened it Eleanor was standing infront of me. I hugged her thankful she showed up. El knows everything and is like my bestfriend, well 2nd bestfriend.

"El, I dunno what to do," I shook my head and rubbed my hand over my face, " I don't think I can tell him I love him."

"Lou, look at you," she gestures towards me, "you need to tell him. He will understand I promise. But you'll never know how he feels unless you talk to him." She patted my back and I cracked a small smile. It slowly faded as all the 'what ifs' came to my mind.

"But what if he denies me. What if he is disgusted with me and never wants to speak again. I couldn't handle that El, that rejection would hurt so much expecially with what I feel for him."

"I understand Lou, you're scared, but you have to tell him sooner or later. If you don't you might just be missing the chance of a life time." Eleanor turned to the door ready to leave. I stopped her before she could go, pecking her cheek and giving her a quick hug.

"Thank you." I rushed to my bedroom changing out of my pj's and into a striped shirt, red pants, and a pair of white toms. I grabbed my phone and rushed out the door to find Harry. I was going to tell him.

I ran down the street as fast as I could dodging garbage cans, cars, bicycles, and people. I was in such a hurry I didn't even see the person who was walking right in front of me. I ran straight into them.

"Im so sorry I didn't see you there." I stood up with my hand held out ready to help them up.

"No it's my fault, I wasn't looking where I was going."  he looked up and right there was the person I was looking for.

"Harry? I was just coming to see you!" I hugged him tight, not wanting to let go.

"Really? I was looking for you!" He placed his finger against my shoulder and lightly pressed.

"There's something I need to tell you." I looked at him shyly.

"Uh-so do I." I grabbed his hand and intertwined my fingers with his. We both blushed lightly as we started walking to the park.