Go Go Squid

Confused Feelings

Yaya was sitting in Niyan's room. As soon as they entered the room Niyan's tears started flowing out of her eyes. Yaya was stunned to see her broken like this. 5 days ago they were partying and the girl in front of her was full of life but now ? She was cursing Mi Shofei for his stupid plan in which she helped him. 6 months ago, she made a call in K & K headquarters and informed them that Squid needs Gun. Mi Shofei has noticed changes in Gun after his meeting with Niyan. He was not a very friendly person but after meeting Niyan and when she left him without any contact he became lifeless. He even refused to laugh with Mi Shofei. Mi Shofei can't see his best friend lovesick where the person didn't know that he is lovesick. So he planned equally and Yaya followed her boyfriend blinedly. Now she regrets her decision.

" I am sorry Niyan." Yaya said grabbing her hand.

" Why are you saying sorry Yaya ? It's not your fault. " Niyan said between her hiccups.

" I pushed you towards him although it was unintentional but still I am responsible for your broken heart." Yaya said, lowering her head.

" Who is broken-hearted here ?" Niyan asked, wiping her tears.

" You ? Oh my baby you don't even know that just before 5 minutes your heart was broken by his past." Yaya tried to hug her.

" I am not broken-hearted. I am sad, Yaya." Niyan hugs her back.

" Hmmmm?" Yaya was dumbfounded. " What do you mean ? You are sad because he loves someone else right ?" On Yaya's question Niyan shook her head. Yaya again asked her, " Then why are you sad ?"

" Why is his life so hard ? Why is God so unfair Yaya?" Niyan asked Yaya as if she is the one who helped God in creating the chaotic life of her beloved Han Shangyan.

" What do you mean by his life ? You must be sad that he is in love with someone else who might have the same face like you. But here you are ?" Yaya asked her with a confused look.

" I don't know Yaya. But whenever I saw him in pain, I felt like I must take away his worries, his problems, his sorrow. I want him to smile. I want to give him all the happiness from this world, Why does he need to struggle so much for love? How can a girl be this heartless ? Why did she cheat on him ? How has he suffered all this alone these years ? How painful must his life be ? I am feeling sad for him. Yaya." She again wiped her tears.

Yaya removed her hold and sat in front of him. She checks the temperature of her body." Are you sick or what ?" Niyan again shook her head, " Niyan you're sympathizing with him. You never pity anyone. Then why him ?" Yaya asked.

" I don't know. Didn't I tell you that I want him to smile." Niyan said, turning her way in another direction.

" And what if only you could bring a smile to his face ?" Yaya asked and looked in the direction where Niyan had locked her eyes.

Han Shagyan was running with his team on a beach which can be seen from Niyan's bedroom window.

" Then I will be his, so he can always smile." She said without removing a gaze from Han Shangyan.


In a Hotel room,DT was doing sit ups holding his ears.


"75, 76, 77" He said, continuing the numbers.

" I didn't give you that punishment, so stop doing it." Appledog aka Ai Qing said, frowning her eyebrows.

After hearing an entire sentence from her mouth DT ran toward her and held her hand sitting near her on the floor. " So give me any punishment but please don't give me the silent treatment. I promised I would never behave impulsively again."

Appledog looked at him, " I really don't know why I am still here with you ?"

That's it DT knows her anger is gone now, He just rests his head on her lap. " Obviously, to love me."

" How can you be so sure ?" Appledog asked.

" It's a soulmate connection. I knew it when I saw you for the first time, when I was only 12." DT

" Then why am I late to understand this ?" She asked, pouting her lips.

DT grab her nape and lower her head down to touch their forehead. " You are not late, you are little dumb to understand a deep thing. Our thing."

" What ?" She only hit him slightly.

" How many times have I told you not to play with your lips. It makes me unable to hold myself back." He said in a husky voice and invited Appledog for a kiss.

After half an hour their hot kissing session ended, " We can stay here if you want ?" DT asked when he detached his body from her.

" No. This is a hotel, It's better if we stay in a club with others." Appledog said, hugging him and resting her head on his shoulders.

" Why ? You don't want to tell everyone that we are together ?" DT asked again with a rage.

" You just promised me and now you are starting this again. What do you want ? Solo already knew that we were dating. I don't know why he did that ? But I am surely gonna talk about that with him. And I won't want anyone to look and commend our relationship as cheap. If you want to stay with me, take me to your home. I will stay with you, but this hotel is not the place to make it right." She said and made a distance from DT.

DT felt her upset mood and again pulled her in his arms, " I am sorry babe, please forgive me. I promised I will take you home soon." He promised her but was cursing himself because in his aggression he has spoiled Han Shangyan's love story. And he is damn sure that without Han Shangyan he can't convince his parents about their marriage. ' Ohhhh Damn DT. What a mess I created myself. Sorry babe.'

" You saw her face........Hahahaha" Solo and Gun were very busy in their conversation after the evening jog when Mi Shofei and All came toward them.

" I know I don't have any right, can I ask something captain?" Mi Shofei sat beside Han Shangyan.

" No need for formalities. You can ask directly." Solo

" Yes, right. If we are not in the gaming arena then we are only friends nothing more." Han Shangyan added.

" Said whom ? The Great Gun God." All made fun of Han Shangyan.

" Tell us the secret of your sudden friendship ?" Mi Shofei asked with a furious tone.

" I thought only Ai Qing would ask this question ? Are you not happy Shomi ?" Han Shangyan.

" I am but why suddenly ? Like it's good that we all are back together but what about Ai Qing? You didn't talk to her ?" Mi Shofei said.

" I was going to but that brat spoiled my mood, I don't know what she likes in him ? He is very stubborn and never listens to me." Han Shangyan said.

" Ohhh about that I want to......" Mi Shofei was interrupted by Niyan.

" Can we talk for a minute." She asked Han Shangyan.

" Sure." He got up from his place but he was very very unsure whether he should talk to her in private or not. What if she argues with him again ? What if she is upset with him for that fiance thing ? the questions were roaming in his mind. When they reach a side place where no one can see them.

He faced Niyan and as soon as their eyes met she hugged him and started crying.