Emotions

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In the Canteen Niyan grabbed the breakfast plate furiously," What happened ? " Yaya asked.
"Didn't you see ? " She said and sat on a chair.
" Aaa, Did I miss something ? " Yaya asked again.
" I thought after clearing things between us everything will be normal, like it was at first. But he wants me to call him Boss ? He changed in two days, Yaya." Niyan said sulkily.
" I still can't understand your problem. You asked him to break up but do you regret your decision now ? " Yaya asked, breaking her toast to eat.
" What do you mean by Break up ? I just asked him to behave normally. Is it that hard to understand ? " Niyan asked.
" Explain the meaning of behaving normally in your words." Yaya asked while eating her breakfast.
" It means the way he behaved when we met for the first time. The way of behavior which will not hurt me. The behavior which will not include any kind of feeling." Niyan said, pointing to the word feeling in her entire sentence.
" Then he is behaving properly. Why are you complaining ?" Yaya said and saw the face of her friend. " Don't glare babe, I am telling you the truth."
At the same time Dt entered the breakfast hall with Ai Qing and boy's cheering for them.
" Look at them." Yaya said, looking at the couple. " How happy they are because they accepted their feelings. They didn't try to deny it." Niyan saw how happily Appledog was having her breakfast with Dt. ' They look good together, but we look best. I can only hope he will understand me and my feelings.'
" Denied ??? Sister-in-law, did you fight with the boss." Demo asked, making his face sad.
Yaya was fangirling his reaction. " Awwwwww. Kid, you are also feeling bad for your boss ?" She asked and got a slap on the hand from Niyan.
" Whom are you calling Kid ? I am 16 years old." Demo reacted angrily.
" Really and I am 22 so you better call me Jijiya young man." She was still smiling at Demo.
Defeated by Yaya, Demo turned his glaze to Niyan, " Sister-in-law please don't fight with boss."
" Yes Sister-in-law. Just because he can't release his frustration on you. He is making our training hell." 96 said with frightened expression.
" Stop it. He just made you run an extra lap. That also because you were lazing a lot these days." Niyan Said and left them with Yaya.
" Hey sister-in-law's friend, why is she upset ?" Grunt asked.
" Don't put your nose in others' matters." She grabbed Demo's nose and said " Just give attention to your training. Your boss is mature enough to handle his problem." She advised and left. Guys sight as now they can't do anything extra.

After afternoon training Gun noticed how Dt make a call to Appledog and talk between his training. In the evening Dt and Gun were sitting in the meeting room, Gun was noticing his facial expression. Dt was very obedient when he was a child. In the last two years, especially after getting in contact with Ai Qing aka Appledog, the boy has shown his rebellious side. He was troubled from the start but not this hard nowadays because of him Han Shangyan got a headache.
" Am I looking so handsome that you were staring at me for the last 10mins. ? " He asked furiously.
" No. I was thinking about your future." Gun answered without moving his gaze.
" So what are your thoughts on my future ? Tell me." Dt rested his head on his palm.
" It was very bright before you started creating troubles for yourself." Gun's tone was as cold as ice.
" What did I do this time ? " Dt asked with his careless tone.
" Congratulations. You were expanding your boundaries now. First you were creating troubles inside our club, now you are creating chaos in other clubs." There is a sarcasm in Han Shangyan's comment.
" Whatever Solo said was totally wrong. First he started meddling in my affair . I was there only for my personal reason once. But he scolded Ai Qing in front of everyone. After that I was only teaching him a lesson. What do you think about Ai Qing ?" Dt tried to pursue Han Shangyan with a very humble tone.
" Solo is her employer. He can scold her for work ignorance and many more reasons. If I was at his place I would fire her after a single warning, as a good friend Solo is still bearing everything." Han Shangyan retorted.
" I can't believe it. From when you become so forgiving ? Ditching your own brother for an enemy. Wow. Love does change someone. Or is she teaching you all this ?" Dt was furious at Gun.
" Why are you dragging her between us ? Brat I just want you to focus on competition and let her focus on her career. When did you become this emotional ? Friends or Enemy whatever it is ? It's between me and Solo. Don't just use this as an excuse for your wrong doing." Han Shangyan said in a high pitched voice. Niyan was walking past the meeting room. She hears this commotion Between two brothers.
" What will I receive if I win this single's competition ? " This is Dt's chance and he grabs that.
" Obviously, The prize money was mentioned in the competition." Gun answered.
" I want something more." Dt asked in his calm voice.
'Greedy' Gun cursed him but wore his smile and said, " I will ask the club to reward you with something. And for your greedy self even I will reward you."
" Promise me, you will complete a task as per my instruction if I win this competition." Dt has a spark in his eyes, as Han Shangyan has taken the bait.
Gun thinks for a while, ' Though the task will definitely be connected to Appledog, but the point is what he wants ?' His headache is back. ' This punk. F*** it. I didn't plead any kind of loyalty to him.' He smiled, " I promised." They shake hands. " Now don't trouble others in your love affairs, ok." He patted Dt's head and turned to walk out.
" Are you sad brother ? " Dt ask Han Shagyan. They don't have anything in common. Totally opposite from each other. But their craziness is the same. If the Han brothers love something they devote their life to that thing, take gaming for example. Dt always saw Han Shagyan as his idol. Though Ai Qing stole his heart, his brother has a different space for himself. And he is definitely not gonna tell him that.
" No I am not." He retorted.
" Don't trouble yourself for a Amature girl. She is beautiful, only nothing more. You deserve better and soon you will get another girl." DT said, almost screaming.
" I know just don't blow my ears with your screaming. Just go and train. I will join the night session." Gun makes him leave as he has a meeting to attend.
DT came out of the meeting room, Niyan hid nearby. She didn't want to eavesdrop brothers conversation but accidentally it happened.
" Hello, Sanya, do you still love Han Shangyan?" DT made a phone call on the meeting room door. " Yeah. I have a perfect plan for you now. He is heart broken. Come fast my brother needs your support." He walked by Niyan but didn't see her. " I will pick you tomorrow. Bye."
Niyan was on the verge of crying again. What is she gonna do now. After that she tried to concentrate on her work hard but useless her thoughts revolving around Gun.
Again at night, unable to sleep, she walked near her office to find some paperwork. She saw a silhouette and her heart skipped a beat. Han Shangyan was sitting in an office room with documents spread on a table, watching competition video on her laptop. He still had the headache as he was rubbing his temples between his strategy plans.
Niyan stopped behind him and started rubbing his forehead. With a touch he moved his attention to her. " What are you doing here ? "He asked.
" Massaging your temples so you can relax for a while." She said massaging him. Her touch was soft feather-like, with her present Han Shangyan's mind started to relax.
Unwillingly, he grabbed her hand and made her stand in front of him. " It's late so you can go to your room."
" But you are still here." She questioned.
" I have some work." He answered.
" Do it tomorrow. You are unwell, go and rest." She said,
" I have a habit of working late at night. Don't bother. Just go to your room." He said and just put his attention on the file he was holding.
" I will help you." She grabbed one file.
'Stubborn' He thought and just gave his attention to Niyan again, " Miss, I am already famous for my cold attitude. If you are going to work for me late at night. Then people will definitely look down on me. So I can only request you to stop this and just go to your room for rest."
'It hurts. definitely hurts.' Niyan gave a harsh look." Why are you talking to me like this ?"
"What did I do ?" He asked, paying attention to the file.
Niyan snatched that file from his hand, "Formality. You are talking formally to me."
" Then how should I talk to my employee ? " He asked, folding his hands to chest , paying full attention to the girl in front of him.
" I am not just an employee. We are not only colleagues." She retorted.
" Then what are we ?" He asked with his stable expression.
" We are friends. Can't you behave normally. Like you did when we met for the first time and after. How can a single decision change you like this ?" She said and sat on a chair putting her head down. She doesn't want to cry, but this god dam water is again flowing out of her eyes.
Han Shangyan sight. ' It is hard. I am already doing what she wants, still sitting here she is crying for her decision.' He thought. " We were never friends. Friends didn't kiss each other and beside this I already have enough friends. First meeting......." He closed his eyes with palm. " I Can't even wish that it never happened. Talking to you that day was my best decision." She raised her head, he just avoided her teary eyes. " You didn't know me. I am not a person who will initiate a talk without any proper reason. That day when I saw you on stage." A smile curved on his face. " 'Perfect' was the word that escaped my heart. I didn't think so and followed you. The interest I gathered in you turned into liking after our talk. But I still maintained the distance between us for your sake. For your wish. Do you know how sad I was after a single meeting ? But still I managed myself, Then you met me at that hotel and that kiss happened. After that I was just routing for you. You just not shake my heart but mess with my body also. Now staying this near you, working with you. Sorry I can't become your friend. And for your prosperity I am requesting you to maintain distance, you can't accept this relationship. And I can't stay with you without any relationship. Please."
She stood and moved forward, predicting her move Han Shangyan attempted to stand but quickly she sat on his lap. Before he could protest she clashed her lips with him. He didn't reply in the first place but after some moment he gave up. There was a hunger in this kiss. A hunger to stay near your loved one. A hunger to be with your lover.
After completing a passionate kiss, Niyan spoke, rubbing his temples." Shhhh. Don't think too much. Let time decide what will happen next." 

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