My Agony To My Beloved Deceased Dog

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It was just a fine day

Never thought it's my last time to see you

I was hoping you can still go on

Eventhough I see you suffering

Is it selfish of me to ask for you to endure?

I thought you'll be fine 'till Wednesday

For brother to bring you to vet

However、upon seeing you in agony

I know I need to embrace myself to let you go

And that I know it is already your deathbed

I just left you for a second

And there I see your lifeless body on the ground

It is my greatest regret to be unable by your side

I should have been by your side during your last breath

I should have embraced you in your final moments

I know you're waiting for me cause your eyes were wide open

I will forever grief your death to eternity

This pain of losing you will haunt me in my heart and dreams

My tears would instantly fell when I think of you

It caught me off guard for you to leave so soon

How time flies I thought you were still a baby yesterday

And now I see you buried that is now the past

It is too late for me to realize it all

Now I'm thinking should I join you as well?