Im lost right now. I don't even know who to call or talk to.... My nigga stayed by my side for the longest since I was little . Fuck man !
I gotta tell his sister , who's now my little sister. I hurried up and drove to their house. I knocked on the door, how do I explain this to his mother and sister? How do you look someone in the eye and tell them their child is dead ? How ? I'm stuck. Finally the door opened. His mother appeared in the doorway. I could see her story in her eyes.
"He's not here right now." , she rushingly said. " Umm yeah I know....." , I took a deep breath. " Im so sorry to tell you, but your son was shot...." As soon as I said that her whole face expression changed." And was murded today at a gas station."
I could tell she was holding back tears, but what got me is when his sister appeared in the background. " What's wrong ?......", she asked. " Answer me ! What's wrong ?!" I had to tell her. " Your brother..... died today."
She broke down hard, then she ran to her room. I hugged his mom and told her if she needed anything I will be glad to help her out. She rejected it, she blames me for her son's death. She knew the life he was living... We was living.
This was my wake up call, but I still had to find the two bastards that did this.
