Play song above after chapter is read
Lacey's pov
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I spent my day watching Netflix, while all my friends were at home with there family's. My parents left town to be together and just left presents for me. I sat there staring at the box for the Christmas tree. I went and picked it up when my doorbell rang.
I dropped it frustrated. I slung my door open and saw Luke. "Shouldn't you be with your family"I said. "Nah I'm spending Christmas with you since you have nobody"he said. "I have to put up this tree"I said walking to it. He stopped me, "no you don't it's just us". "Um ok then"I said putting the box in the garage.
I sat on the couch and flipped through movies, and Luke sat next to me. "What do you think we should watch or do"I said. "Idk" he said and started to kiss my neck. "I think we should watch Kevin hart hmm"I said. "That sound great lace"he said still kissing my neck. "Would you stop it"I said hitting his arm and giggling.
"Why, I know you missed this"he said. I crawled over into his lap and rapped my legs around him. "You know you've never gotten anything from me"I said. I started kissing his neck. I rubbed my bottom lip up and down his neck till he shivered at a spot. "Thx for the give away"I said and sucked on his sweet spot. He moaned quietly and I smiled. "Can't resist you"I said.
I pulled back and looked at him. "This Is wrong, your dating April and I'm pretty sure me and Calum are technically dating"I said standing up. He stood up in front of me, "Lacey no one has to know, I've just realized how I feel about you I just can't let it go, I really like you"he said. What the hell there are these words called I love you, not fucking I really like you.
The hell I'm waisting my time basically. If he's not gonna end up dating me then or be in love with me. I'm almost in tears when I finally speak up.
"But-but-I-I don't know what to do, cuz Luke I love you"I said. "Let's just cuddle and forget about the world"he said knowing I was now stressedj. We sat down and he put his arm n.oaround me and pulled nme to him. "The lucky one"he said in my ear and kissed my forehead. I started thinking.
For the first time in forever I'm actually felt safe. He made me feel happy and I truly do love him. This is the man I want to marry. If only I h tell himbh that. But it would get awkwardness. I'll tell him in April. Fuck his girl friend April and the month of April. Damn my favorite month is April, it's the month that gets the most rain.
I hope he sees how I really feel, but I doubt it. I stared at the box he sat down when he got here. "What's that"I said pointing to it. "It's your present"he said. Now I want to open it.
He picked up his phone and then sat it down. I saw his jaw tense and his fists close. "Lukey are you ok"I said. "Lukey oh so now I'm your Lukey"he said back. I was so taken by surprise I leaned away. "You've always been Lukey since the day we met"I said.
"What the hell is this"he said picking his phone up and showing me a picture of what was apparently me and Calum having sex. "That's not me Luke I swear"I said. "How the hell am I just supposed to believe you"he yelled.
"WELL IM NOT THE ONE GOING OUT MAKING MOVES ON ME WHILE HE HAS A GIRL FRIEND AND GOES OUT MAKING OUT WITH HER"I screamed standing up. "WELL IM THE THE ONE WHO JUST WENT ALONG WITH IT AND DIDNT CARE AND IM NOT THE ONE WHO WENT OUT AND HAD SEX WITH CALUM"he screamed at me standing up.
"I DIDNT HAVE SEX WITH CALUM AND I CANT BELIEVE YOU THINK I WOULD DO THAT EVEN THO I AM A INSECURE VIRGIN" "WHATEVER LACEY APPARENTLY YOU WERE A VIRGIN TILL NOW, YOU KNOW WHAT LETS FORGET THIS LITTLE FLING WE HAD EVER HAPPENED" "OH SO NOW WERE A FLING. YOU KNOW WHAT FUCK YOU LUKE HEMMINGS I THOUGHT I WAS IN LOVE WITH YOU TILL NOW. HERES YOUR FUCKING PRESENT I BOUGHT YOU"I said and threw a small box at him and walked away. "Don't give a fuck about you anymore"I said and went to my room. "I suggest you leave".
Luke's pov
I walked out of her house furious and got In my car and looked at the box it said "I'll always love you". Well life can lie can't it. I sat there and cried about what just happened. I don't know what to do.
Authors note-by now I would suggest playing the song
When did you love me? I asked myself
