The Way We Lie

Chaptet 2: The Shed

I went to message Corbin, but then I heard my name being called.
"Hey Dee!" Corbin hugged me from behind.

"Hey babe, what's up?"

"Nothing much, I just missed you. I had to ask the teacher about extra credit, I'm sorry I was late." Ahh, so that's where he was. "Buttttt, I will make it up to you."

"Oh?" He grinned.

"Follow me." He took my hand, and led us to a small shack near the school's garden. He opened the door, and inside was a small couch blanket and a few pillows. There was even a battery-powered lantern. "Come, sit." I did what he said, confused. I sat down, and he crawled on top of me.

His breathing got heavier. He pressed his lips on mine, and I complied.
I opened my mouth so he could move his tongue around my own. I ran my hand through his hair, and I could feel his bulge pressing against me.

He got rougher, started moving up and down, grabbing one of my legs and lifting in up to get a better fit. It was like he was trying to fuck me with clothes on. He moved his kisses from my mouth to my neck, and I clawed at his back. I let out a small moan as he took his hand and rubbed over my jeans. He started to unzip them, and I moved to make him stop, but he didn't get the point.

"Please Dee, I need you so fucking bad." I didn't say anything, I just let him continue. His kisses became broken and sloppy once he started to pull my jeans down, revealing my lace underwear.

"God you're so hot." He removed his pants, and we were both only down to our underwear. I wasn't sure how I felt about this.

"Corbin?" Either he ignored me, or didn't hear me. Then I felt something cold push inside of me and I gasped. He started pumping his fingers in and out of me, creating a pool of wetness around my thighs. This is the farthest we have ever gotten. Hands. He kissed my neck once more, went to my breast, and started sucking on my nipples, making them hard and pointed.

This was new, I felt exposed. I didn't know what to do. I didn't want to do this anymore, much less in the first place. "Corbin, please-" My breath hitched. He started pulling down my panties. I went to wiggle away, but he held onto my hips. "CORBIN!" He finally looked up.

"Oh shit Dee, I'm sorry. What's wrong?" I was so angry I was crying. I used the blankets to cover up, so I wasn't so exposed.

"We said, we agreed-" I have to calm down. "We agreed that we would talk about anything new before we try it." He looked away, refusing to meet my eyes, "I didn't want-"

"What about my wants? Huh?" I looked at him, wide eyed and in shock. His needs? What about MY consent!?

"I've been holding out with you since we've gotten together Dee! It's been six fucking months and I just now started fingering you." I'm fucking pissed now. Two can play at that game.

"Oh? You want to talk about your needs, your wants, and holding out?" I shook my head. "WE-" I pointed between the two of us. "Said we would do things the BOTH of us were comfortable with." I laughed, and he rolled his eyes. "Yeah it's been six months, Corbin. You want to fuck me before you even tell me you love me?"

I never minded that he never said he loved me. I was more grateful, because I wasn't sure if I loved him quite yet. Those three words were so hard to say, and commit to. I wanted to make sure they felt real when I would first say them.

"I'm sorry, Dee." His face softened. "You're right, I shouldn't have pressured you." I put my jeans back on, and wiped the tears from my face. "Dee..." I ignored him, grabbing my bag. He went to grab my hand, but I pulled away. "Dee, don't be like this. I said I was sorry."

I huffed, and walked out the shed. Corbin rests his hand on my shoulder.

"Don't fucking touch me right now." The bell rang, signifying his 15 minutes were over, and I had 30 minutes left of lunch before my study time. "You should go. I'll see you in 7th." He didn't look at me, he just nodded.

-

I ate lunch alone, trying not to think about everything. I threw away what was left, and went on to 7th period. I saw Jess and Corbin as usual, and then there was Ashton. He smiled, and I waved. It's surprising to see how many classes of mine he's in.
I sat in my normal seat, in the back. Corbin moved to the other side, giving me the space I needed. Jess sat next to me, and Ashton sat next to his brother.
"I didn't think you were coming till this weekend dude!" I looked over, realizing it was my boyfriend speaking.

"Did dad not tell you? I got a new number so I couldn't text you."

"So that's why you've been ignoring me." I looked away, trying to drown out his voice with my own thoughts. But then Ash spoke again.

"Yeah, sorry C." C? Huh. Nickname? "I've met your girl over there."

I wasn't looking at them, but I could still see Ash point in Jess' and I direction. I also caught a little imaginary hat tip he did. He just keeps getting cuter.

"What's that about?" Jess whispered. "Why did you giggle?" She put on a disgusted face. I don't blame her, I'm surprised I did it myself.

"Oh, nothing, just something I thought of." Jess crossed her arms as if she didn't believe me.

"Okay, well who's the hottie?" She was eyeing Ash hungerly. It bothered me. He isn't going to be one of her hookups. Not that I care, I've known the guy for like five hours. But, no need to scare him off into transferring schools.

"Corbins brother-slash-cousin. We talked about this, remember?"

"Ahh, I thought he wasn't coming until this weekend?"

"Well I guess he came early? Maybe to surprise Corbin?"

"Makes sense, I suppose." She started tapping her pencil on the desk. "I'm going to fuck that boy. God I bet he's good in bed." I slapped her arm playfully.

"Don't scare him off, Jess. My god, he is hot though, isn't he? I would eat him up for dinner." We laughed together. "Besides, we don't even know if he has done it before."

"Done what?" I turned around to see Ash behind us. I wasn't sure how much he had heard, but I sure hope it was just that one small bit.

"The calculus homework-" I said.

"The Chemistry project-" Jess and I looked at eachother. Ash smiled, and Corbin walked over to our table.

"Hey guys, guess who just invited us to Junior Skip Day?" Junior Skip Day. One Friday, every few months, all the Juniors skip school. That's the day after tomorrow... "Jace mother-fucking- Jackson. You guys in?"

"I think I'll pass-" Jess hit my arm.

"Of course, Dee and I will be there." I glared at her, and she just smiled and nodded her head towards Ash.

"If Dee is going, then I'll make sure to be there too." I looked up at Ashton, his green eyes meeting my Hetercromia ones. "Why am I just now noticing you have one blue eye, and one brown eye?" Corbin looked at him with a weird face.

"Well it's hard not to notice lad, maybe you're just blind." Ash chuckled under his breath.
"Blinded by her beauty." He said it in such a hushed tone, I don't think anyone but me picked up on it. The teacher told us all to go back to our seats, and he went on talking about X,Y, and Z.

The last bell rang. Finally, school is over. I was packing my bags, Corbin kissed my head, and left without a word. I still needed time. The teacher left for the bathroom, and I made my way out the door, then something grabbed my hand. I turned, ready to hit someone, but Ash caught my other hand.

He was so close, and I could see him looking me up and down. My tongue went to my lips, and he noticed it too. Brushing my bottom lip with his thumb, he leaned in, and I didn't even back away. He put one hand behind my waist, and tucked hair behind my ear. I could feel his breath on my neck. I was aware of his hands on my body. I wanted more. I craved more. But why? I can't think like this- But then he whispered into my ear, causing my body to go static.

"You want to devour me, huh? I thought you were eyeing me like I was a meal, darling." His hands brushed against my throat, and he left. He just fucking left. What in the world am I doing?