Unfolded(On Hold)

Chapter 9

Speakers in my room blasting jaquees song "You Need Me". I hear a familiar voice behind me singing the lyrics. Strong arms wrap around my waist as we sway to the music. A wave of calmness washes over me.

If only life was this relaxing. I turn around to face Zayn. My Zayn...silly asshole Zayn.

But something wasn't right a evil devilish grin stretched across his face.

An evil laugh caused me to whirl my head around. I am no longer in the comfort of my room but in a dark cold basement facing Ryder and Zayn.

Zayn groped up some random girl, and for some reason my heart painfully ached at that sight.

"What you thought I cared about you Rain? Your just my little maid playtoy. I guess that's why my mom told me to never feed strays, should've listened!" He spat the words out to me harshly while feeling on the random girl, continuing shattering my heart.

What the hell?

Was...was that a nightmare. ..about Zayn? This is becoming a problem.

I have way to much to worry about to have him on my mind...and have a nightmare about him at that.

And that's when I noticed my heart still hurting and aching, almost as if it was broken. I refused to feel a broken heart again.

Broken hearted Rain already torn apart from her past.

Blah Blah Blah Blah

I refuse to be someone's playtoy. I think it's time for me to push him away. If I ever feel that hurt again.... I don't know if I'll make it.

I need to get rid of him, make him hate me. Focus on my family, fighting and my money.

I sat there in the beautiful meadow thinking of how can I make him so upset with me to never speak or look at me again. I mean I admit this is a dumb idea, it'll actually probably hurt me in the long run but it won't hurt me as much as becoming attached to someone just to lose them painfully.

At the end of the day I have to think about myself. Yes he hasn't did anything to me, I'm just having nightmares but he still a boy. He's rich and can have anything he wants so why....why should he put up with a broke underground fighter.

I guessed I made my decision.

I just sat there thinking, comptemplating on what I should do. What situation should fix first? My mom?

I'm honestly not even worried about Adin, even though I should be scared of him and what he may bring. I just don't care. What happened in the past Is just that, the past. Adin plays a big part in my father's death and in all honestly so do I. I didn't intentionally kill my father but I did play a part. But one thing does scare me about him coming after me. He's obsessed, possesive, and bipolar, that's never a good thing.

But i'm a fighter now.... I'm older now, I can handle myself so if Adin tries anything he got anything coming.

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I rode to a nearby ice cream parlor after I finally knew what I was going to do.

Jackson told me he'll be on his way when I told him about my little plan. And sure enough he was sitting at a table licking a ice cream cone as I pulled up.

"Hey Jackson." I mumbled already feeling guilty. I know Zayn don't really want me around Jackson even though they're friends.

He had a genuine bright smile on his face.

"Hey Lil Fighter, so wassup? Why this plan against Zayn?"

"Well.... I just need him to ignore me..basically to not be aware of my existence." I explained looking down playing with my fingers