𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 || 𝐁. 𝐁𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐄𝐒 ||

3. Decisions

YOU.

TO SAY you're feeling awkward right now is an understatement.

While most of the team are out on a mission, you're stuck in the main room with Bucky.

Now that neither of you are horny, it's made sitting together extremely uncomfortable. The both of you only ever interact if it's something sexually related. Since he fingered you under that blanket, you've given him about three blowjobs in secret.

Now, you can't even maintain a normal conversation with him.

"...So." Bucky scratches his beard. "How's school?"

"School's good." You nod.

Gosh, the silence is so fucking loud.

"How do you like being on the team?" You ask and he shrugs.

"It's alright."

"Cool." You nod.

"Cool."

More silence.

Luckily for you, Yelena saves the day coming into the kitchen that's attached to the main room and you notice she's eyeing the both of you weirdly.

"Y/N." She hisses and you waste no time in rushing over to her, leaving Bucky to tap random buttons on his phone.

"Thank you so much." You say in a low tone. "I didn't know how I was going to get out of there."

"Damn." She chuckles. "I thought you liked the man."

"I do." You wince. "Sexually."

"Why only sexually?" She questions.

"He's got too many issues." You admit, groaning. "I heard from dad that he's got some serious anxiety, along with major trust issues. I mean, it's not his fault, it's just too much for me to deal with."

"Is that why the both of you are sitting in silence?" Yelena pours herself a cup of tea. "If you don't like him, just stay away."

"It's not that easy, Yelena." You explain. "It's complicated. I like him...but I don't. It's more of a night-time thing."

Yelena and Wanda are the only two Avengers you trust to tell about Bucky. Mostly because they're your age mates and they're too socially awkward to even talk to anyone else about their business, let alone yours.

Plus, Wanda made it known to you that Natasha and Bucky had a thing some years ago. Things ended harshly and the two never speak to eachother anymore.

It wouldn't be right to tell her that you had sex with him, along with some...oral performances.

The rest of the Avengers are men who act as your protection squad, so that speaks for itself.

Yelena squints at your appearance for a moment. "Are you gaining weight?"

"Excuse me?" You put a hand on your hip.

Yelena has no filter. It's going to get her in trouble one day.

"Not stomach wise, you idiot. Your boobs are getting bigger." She pokes your boob.