NinjaGo OneShots!

Happier

DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN NINJAGO, OR THE CHARACTERS, JUST THE PLOT!

WARNING: SWEAR WARNINGS, MATURE BEHAVIOR AND SUICIDE!

A/N- I kinda made this based on an emotion I have because of someone. It's not depression! I'm just sad and I feel kinda betrayed, ngl.
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"Lloyd? Why are you wearing a full sleeves shirt during the summer?"

"It's cold, ok?"

"But it's 90-"

"I said it's cold!"
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"Lloyd...? Why is there a knife in the bathroom...?"

"Oh! I had to open my... new tooth brush packet!"

"But you could just use scisso-"

"I just grabbed something, ok?!"
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"Lloyd?! Why are there open pill bottles in your room?!"

"I had a headache."
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"LLOYD?! Why do you have a knife in your pocket?!"

"In case I need to open something..."
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                                    Lloyd's POV

Pain, pain, pain.

That's all I want to feel.

I shut my eyes tight as I drive the newly sharpened knife along my forearm, wincing at the pain.

It hurts badly, but the relief coming from it overpowers it all.

I've started doing this for... a few years. As you can guess, my family doesn't suspect anything. They don't think about anything. I suppose they didn't care to check. No, they don't care at all.

I grab the knife again, now stained in a deep red, as I draw it's across my arm once again, this time closer to my elbow.

I bring my eyes straight across the crease of my elbow, loving how close it is to my vital veins. It almost makes me wonder what would happen if I went deeper...

My curiosity overpowers every other thought I may have, as I dip the knife deeper into my skin. I sigh in relief, feeling as if every ounce of heartbreak and stress float off my body.

This new, safe feelings overpowers once more, as I dive it deeper, wincing once again, but I cherish the feeling.

I prepare to dive it deeper, ready to graze a vital vein, but I'm brought out of my thoughts with a knock at the door.

"Lloyd? You in there buddy?"

I wince, and I know that it isn't from my newest cuts.

Kai.

He's been following me around like a shadow these past few months. I'm starting to think he's suspecting something, but I try not to think about it all too much.

"Y-ya...! I'm here!" I quickly respond, hoping he won't get suspicious.

"Are you coming out or...?" He trailed off, indicating for me to come out of the bathroom. His sudden reminder makes me realize how much of a mess I made in here.

"Lloyd? Are you there?" He asked again. I couldn't respond, I was too stuck up on the mess on the ground.

Blood.