Loving The Bad Boy

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Lynn's POV.

She held my face and kissed me, then I kissed her back...she parted her lips giving me access.I pulled her closer to me and she slowly unzipped my trousers when I suddenly pulled away.I looked at her.

"Fuck!"I exclaimed zipping up my trousers.

What's with me?

Making out again?

"What's wrong?Why did you stop?"She asked feeling confused.

"Thank your ass, bitch"I said and I walked away.

Hailey's POV.

I felt even more depressed when I saw Lynn kissing the blonde girl.

He doesn't even care.

He's still the same Lynn I used to know.

The jerk.

I sighed as I closed my locker and made my way to class.

I was a minute late to class so I had to sit at the back of the class...suddenly the image of Lynn kissing the blonde I saw earlier appeared in my head.I tried to think of something else but I kept on thinking about Lynn...I tried to concentrate but I couldn't.

Forty minutes later, I heard the bell which relieved me a bit...I looked around and then I stood up from my sit.

I made my way out of the class and headed to the cafeteria.I ordered for a smoothie and that was all.I sat at a table and I placed my smoothie on the table.I just stared at it for some seconds before picking it up...suddenly I lost my appetite.

How can I lose my appetite at at a time like this?

"We need to talk"A voice said.I looked up and looked away immediately I saw who it was.

"Hailey...I understand how you feel...but I need you to let me explain things to you"He said and I stood up from my seat and walked out of the cafeteria.

"You're being too harsh on me"He said as soon as he caught up with me but I just ignored him."Hailey,please!"He exclaimed and I stopped in my tracks.

"Leave me alone, Lynn"I said sternly.

"You don't understand"

"Understand what? That you were just kissing a girl? Or that you're a jerk? You've said this many times Lynn...you used to call me an heartbreaker...who's the heartbreaker now?"I said out of frustration.

"Why on earth do you care about me kissing a girl?Why the hell do you care?"

"What!"

"Are you jealous?"He asked and I scoffed.

"Look at me"

"I can't"He hesitated.

"What do you mean you can't? Look at me!"I said and he slowly looked at me...suddenly I felt the urge to cry...I covered my face with my palm."Just fuck off"I said as tears flowed down my cheek.

"Hailey"He called.

"Fuck off"I screamed at him and  walked past him.

So stupid.

I made my way to the female bathroom and used a tissue to wipe my tears off.I came out of the bathroom in the next five minutes and on my way I bumped into someone.

"Watch it,bitch"The voice said.I looked up and I saw her.

"Just get out of my sight,Becky"I said and walked away.

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Lynn's POV.

"I seriously can't take this anymore"I said dissaranging everything in sight.

"Take it easy,dude"Troy said.

"I can't"I said in fustration.

"Everywhere is scattered,dude"

"Maybe...I should just go ahead and tell her I like her"

"Wait, wait...that's not gonna work...what if she ignores you...you're just gonna end up being the idiot"He said.

True.

"I'll be upstairs"

"Who's gonna clean this mess?"

"Do it"

"Me?I didn't do anything"He complained but I didn't say a word.I headed to my room and I picked up my phone.I searched through my old pictures when I suddenly spotted one picture...it looked like...the picture Hailey and I took at the mall...she looked so cute and I looked hot...I smiled at the picture when I remembered the incident that happened that day...I was talking to a blonde when she suddenly interrupted and also the time she changed her clothes at the mall...what a day that was...I uploaded the picture on Facebook...and in less than two minutes...I got thirty five likes and 15 comments...I read the comments;

Shellyshut...star@Hottielynstic She's so cute, is she your girlfriend?Looks like a drama queen.

I wish she was my girlfriend.

I hope Hailey sees the picture.

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Hailey's POV

I was checking out a picture on Facebook when I suddenly came across another one...I stared at the picture in confusion before realizing that was the picture Lynn and I took a few weeks ago.I stared at the picture in surprise...and I remembered how we both went to the mall and how I met Hailey and how I had to have a conversation with a stranger...I laughed out when I remembered how I made the blonde girl angry...but when I remembered how Lynn agreed to teach how to be ladylike... tears ran down  my cheek.I dropped my phone on the couch and I sighed.

It's really killing me...I seriously can't deal with this anymore...but what if I accept my feelings and I end up being betrayed by my feelings? Am I gonna blame it on others?

This is so stupid...I wish I wasn't humane.

I wish I had no feelings.