Loving The Bad Boy

15

"You what!"Maddy exclaimed.

"It was an accident, I swear...I didn't mean it"

"Okay...let me get this straight...you were crying because of Chris and then you kissed Lynn?"

"No! You're getting things mixed up...here's the deal...I was sad and then Lynn comforted me and for the first time...he said something reasonable and that really amazed me...and...I kissed him...and it was a mistake...I can't fall in love with him, trust me"

"So...you don't like Lynn?"

"No...not at all...we're just friends,I guess"I said.

"Oh God...i'm so relieved...I thought you actually liked Lynn...he's such a player"She said with a smile."Gotta go...I have something to do at home"She said and hugged me.

"Okay"I said and she pulled away.

"Bye, Hailey"She waved.

"Bye"I waved back.

"Stay safe"She said before leaving.

I will stay safe.

Oh My God.

I feel so bad...I can't believe I lied to Maddy...I did feel something...why did I even think of kissing him? You stupid bitch...what have you done?I'm gonna look like a freak to him...I lied to Maddy...I lied...to Maddy...I just lied...this is so bad.

Calm your ass down,Hailey.

Ew.Please tell me I did not just say that cause that's exactly what Lynn would say at a time like this.

Ugh!Not him.

"Hey"A voice said behind me.

I turned to see who it was and my eye met his.

"Hailey...how you feeling?"He asked but i ignored him and walked away.

"You forgot to close your locker"

Why do I keep forgetting?

"Wait!"He shouted and I ran but unfortunately he caught up with me.

"Whu are you running?"He asked and I stopped in my tracks.

"Nothing"I replied.

"Nothing?"

"Yeah"

"Oh...about yesterday...I-"

"Don't take it so serious, that was nothing...I wasn't in my right senses and I feel an idiot for doing that...things are really messed up so just satay out of this"I said and walked away.

I shouldn't have said that but what else could I say?

This sucks.

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I was in my room holding tissue in my hand.I used it to clean the liquid substance coming out of my eye...and Maddy was with me.

"Hoe can I cope? I feel like an idiot...he doesn't even like me anymore...he likes someone else...i'm so heartbroken...I can't even believe I kissed Lynn"

"It's okay,Hails...everything's gonna be fine...it's not like you like Lynn anyway...and besides about Chris...he would always remember you...just-"

"What if I like Lynn? Is it bad?"I asked as tears rolled down my cheek and Maddy just stared at me.

"I...felt something when I kissed him"

"What!"

"It's not love, is it?"

"It is love"

"Hails...why did you lie...why didn't you tell me like him?"

"It's not love, Maddy"

"Then it's what?"

"It's just a mere feeling...i'm sure of it"

"You can't just talk like that...you kissed Lynn...you felt something...it's so obvious, Hails....look...I want the best for you...liking Lynn may be a good idea but i'm sure of one thing...you're in love with him...just admit it and stop all these...I know how you feel-"

"You don't know how I feel...I feel hurt
...he's not the relationship type...I don't wanna look like a fool at the end
... I just...I just wanna feel loved by everyone...you don't know how I feel...even if I admit that I like him...how do I know if he feels the same about me...how do I know if he likes me back...he's the bad boy and me...i'm just an ordinary nerd looking like an idiot who wants to feel loved...i'm just an ordinary nerd in high school who eventually fell in love with the guy she called a jerk...everyone has a family of their own and i don't...so...do you really know how I feel?"

"I'm sorry, Hailey...i'm sorry all this happened to you...but it's okay now...you have me by your side...forever"

"Thanks Maddy"I said as I using a tissue to wipe my tears away.

"A friend in need is a friend indeed"She replied and a smiled appeared on my face.

At least...i'm glad to have someone by my side.

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Author's note:This chapter sucks...please tell me what you think about it.

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