Don't Tell Dream

This Is Messed Up

This is sapnaps point of view of the last 2 parts. I'm probably going to write it in 1 part. I hope you like it <3

Sapnap had been avoiding Karl since dreams argument with him.

It was torture.

But he knew dream would catch him doing something with karl and hurt Karl.

He longed to see his deep brown eyes.

He wanted to run his hands through his brown locks.

But he couldn't.

He just had to wait a little longer.

He walked into the living room to see dream and George cuddling watching TV.

I wish I could do that with karl.

He pulled a disgusted face at dream.

"awww you sad you don't have anyone to cuddle with" dream teased.

I did but you got mad.

He sat down on the other sofa and watched the TV.

He heard a noice from the hallway and watched Karl walk through the door.

Hes doing his forced smile again.

He focused back on the TV as the brunette came and sat next to him.

Suddenly he felt the brunette move closer to him.

No! NO! dreams here Karl. Dream can't see this.

He moved to the end of the sofa. As much as he longed to engulf in Karl's attention he couldn't.

Atleast not while dream was around.

"since you guys are lonely and not got anything planned I'm taking you to a resteraunt to meet some of my friends"

If only I could tell him about Karl he wouldn't think I'm lonely then.

He zoned out for the rest of the conversation thinking about what he was meant to do about Karl and him.

I could brake up with him for a while.

No I love him too much for that.

I should just talk to him.

But when there's no good time dreams always near me.

He found himself in his closet trying to find something to wear.

There's no point in wearing something good.

There's no point in anything if I can't have the boy I love.

He just put on a pair of jeans sitting on his floor and a hoodie laying over his chair.

He sprayed aftershave over them to cover up the fact he's worn them a few days in a row.

He looked over to his clock on his desk.

17:50

I guess I'll head downstairs.

As he was walking through the hallway he heard someone behind him.

He looked to see who it was.

It was karl.

Oh fuck.

No I can't speak to him right now.

I need to be in a good mood to meet dreams friends.