Don't Tell Dream

What She Wants

There's gonna be a bit of bad language in this chapter sorry. I would never use any of this language irl and I'm not saying that anyone should ever use this type of language it's just part of the story. <3

Karl woke up on an empty bed just like most mornings. His head was pounding and he still felt sick.

He closed his eyes just wanting to go back to sleep so he didn't have to feel so ill.

He layed for about 10 minutes but he wasn't sleepy anymore and he felt his headache getting worse.

Slowly he got out of bed and walked out of his room. He was still wearing the pajamas sapnap had handed him the night before. His hair was all over the place and he was extremely pale.

Once he got downstairs he walked to the kitchen. As he walked into the kitchen he was blinded by the bright lights. He shielded his eyes with his hands as he wandered over to the cupboard with the medicine.

"how are you doing today?" sapnap asked.

"umm- ill I guess. I've got a headache and I feel really sick" Karl replied reaching into the cupboard and pulling out some medicine.

He swallowed the pills and got a glass of water. The cold water soothed his throat.

Karl started walking away as he heard sapnap talking to him.

"you need food" he said handing Karl a plate of toast.

"no thanks, I'll probably just throw it up again" Karl responded placing the plate back on the counter.

"maybe but just have a few bites of it please Karl" sapnap urged, handing him the plate of toast once again.

Karl didn't refuse this time. He just took the plate and made his way back upstairs.

As he walked upstairs all the memories of what happened last night came back.

Ava hurting him because he chocked on vodka.

Buying makeup.

Ava making out with a stranger.

Him kissing sapnap to hurt ava.

Throwing up moments later because of alcohol.

Oh god what have I done.

Karl's breathing started to quicken and he rushed into his bedroom.

He placed the plate of toast on his desk and sat there. Staring at the white table in front of him. His head exploading with thoughts.

If ava finds out about the kiss she won't be hurt I will. She'll tell dream. He will never believe me that she was kissing someone else. What if sapnap finds out I kissed him just to hurt ava, he'll be so sad.

They can't find out.

Karl broke out of his trance by his phone vibrating on his bed.

He got up out of his seat and walked over to his bed and checked the screen.

Ava was calling him.

What does she want now.

He picked up not wanting to make her angrier.

"hey babes" ava said down the line.

"hi"

"I think you should come over and talk."

"I'm kinda busy right now sorry"

Oh god I left my car with her.

"it wasn't a question. I want you to come round and talk!" her voice was sharp and angry. He recognised that voice. The voice she uses when she's angry and wants him to obey her and do whatever she wants.

"okay ill be over in half an hour"

"bye baby" her voice was softer now. How can she change her personality so quickly. How can she smile after making someone cry. How can she live with herself when she knows she's hurting someone.

Karl slipped his phone into his pocket and headed outside. He waited at the bus stop and caught the bus to near her apartment.

He slowed down his walk as he neared her apartment. He saw his car parked on the side of the road. Thank god no marks or dents.

He made his way to her appartment and knocked on the door.

Ava opened the door quickly and ushered Karl inside.

"hey baby!" she said planting a kiss on his lips.

Karl wanted to throw up. God she made him feel so sick.

"hi" his reply was short. Maybe too short for her liking but it would have to do for now.

Her expression changed. Her voice went sharp again.

"WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT YESTERDAY!" she said as she shoved Karl's shoulders.

"what?-" Karl couldn't reply because he was shoved again, this time harder so he stumbled a bit.

"JESUS KARL!"

"YOU KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT"

"you left me there alone!"

"I had to drive home by myself fucking twat!"

Karl almost rolled his eyes. Thank god he didn't.

"look I'm sorry-"

"WHAT WERE YOU WEARING ASWELL!"

"YOU THINK IT'S FUNNY TO TRY ON MY MAKEUP YOU LITTLE FAGGOT!" ava screamed at Karl as she slapped his face.

A bright red mark appeared on his cheek. He was used to the mark now. It was there everytime he looked in the mirror. It was part of him now. She was part of him now.

"ARE YOU LISTENING TO ME!" she continued shouting and hurting Karl. He just stood there and let her hurt him.

He couldn't hurt her. That would result in dream hurting him even more. He couldn't make one small mistake.

Ava stopped shouting and turned away from Karl rubbing her temples.

"God Karl! I try so hard to make you happy I don't know what to do anymore!"

"ava! I'm so sorry. I didn't mean any of what I did yesterday I was drunk" Karl begged for her forgiveness even though he hadn't done anything wrong.

"I promise you I won't do it again. I'm so sorry!" the only emotion he showed to ava was sadness, like he wanted her forgiveness. But deep inside he was angry. He hated her! He wanted her to feel pain. He didn't care if dream hurt him anymore, he just wanted ava to be hurt.

He was lost again trying to hurt and please ava at the same time.

"well I guess I forgive you but don't do it again! I don't think you should drink alcohol either, it's bad for you sweetie" ava said walking back over to Karl.

He hated it when she called him names like babe or sweetie.

"okay thankyou baby"

He also hated having to call her names but if he didn't she would hurt him.

It was always what she wanted and if she didn't like what was going on he would get hurt.