Don't Tell Dream

Not So Perfect

Tw: self harm, suicidal thoughts.

Karl was sat staring at his phone his eyes were glued to the screen.

Where do I start?

He clicked on Instagram.

A picture of him and sapnap kissing, and then a picture of dream punching his face, with the caption 'the perfect boy is not so perfect anymore'

Everyone in school knew about it so there was no chance of him going back. They just didn't know the right parts of the story.

He had hurt sapnap.
He had hurt dream.
He had hurt Ava.
He had hurt everyone around him.
All he did was hurt people.
There was no use in being around people if all he was going to do was hurt people.

He clicked on his messages

'kill yourself faggot'

'YOU LITTLE TWAT YOU HURT AVA'

'everyone hates you might as well die'

Everyone hates him.
All he does is ruin things.
He was an ugly, annoying, selfish waste of space.

He clicked on Snapchat.
A story of dream slamming him against a locker and then beating him up.

'he deserves this shit, ungrateful, selfish brat'

He had used sapnap.
Did he use all his friends?
What if he meant to hurt all his friends in the first place.
They were right he was selfish.

Karl stood up and walked over to his things. He took out his wash bag and walked to the bathroom.

He stared at his reflection.
Oh how glad he was that this was the last time he'd have to see that ugly, misarble face.

He fumbled about searching for the thing he was looking for. He picked it up and stared at it.

This tiny object was one easy way to end all the pain around him.

This razor blade was going to make everything dissappear.

He pressed the object against his skin and dug it into it. Blood leaked from his skin as he made a deep cut.

He swore in pain. He'd only done this once or twice before but never this deep. After he was done with that cut, he made another, and another, and another untill he collapsed onto the bathroom floor.

After all that he just hoped that he'd done enough to end it all.

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Sapnap:

Sapnap had been in his room for the past 3 days. He hadnt slept much, there was too much to think about. Too many things to understand. Too many things he needed to do, to sort out in his mind.

He just layed there staring at the ceiling thinking, and thinking.

He never checked social media, he didn't want to see everyone on there. He didn't speak to dream or George.

He hadnt spoken to karl.
He hated karl for leading him on and lying about breaking up with Ava. He missed and loved karl and just wanted to make sure he was safe and ok.

He was sitting on his bed staring at the one patch of paint on his ceiling that was a tiny bit darker then the others. He was lost in thought when he heard a faint knock at his door.

They will just go away if I don't respond.

"sapnap" dream said from the other side of the door.

The door handle pushed down but dream wasn't able to get inside because it was locked.

"sapnap let me in" his voice was still calm but there was a faint hint of urgency in it.

The door handle pushed up and down as dream struggled to get inside.

"SAPNAP LET ME IN! I NEED TO SHOW YOU SOMETHING"

"Go away" sapnaps calm and tired voice replied.

"SAPNAP PLEASE!" dream shouted after given up trying to get in.

"Its karl, he's uh- he's in hospital"

Hey guys sorry I was gone for like another 2 weeks but ty for 13k reads. Sorry this was kinda short but I wanted to get something out but I didn't want to go too in depth with this. I hope your all well and remember to eat and drink <3