How to Stop an Obsessive Love?

Chapter 10: In the Shower Room

Ashleene's PoV:

I should make it fast. Ayaw kong paghintayin si Freyja. Baka mamaya ay mainip yun eh. Iwan ako bigla hahaha. Mahirap na.

I almost squealed in joy when I saw that there's no one here in the shower room. Ayos! Solong-solo ako. My privacy time ako with myself.

Ang pinaka-huling cubicle ang napili ko. I started to undress myself. I remove all the clothes I'm wearing right now. I'm sweating dahil kakatapos lang naming mag-PE. Aba, dapat always fresh ako noh.

I'm humming when I'm taking the shower. Kakatapos ko lang magsabon at magconditioner. And now, nagbabanlaw na ako ng katawan. I washed my face and stopped for the mean time para makapag-isip isip.

Ang bilis talaga ng pangyayari sa amin dalawa ni Freyja. Baka bukas-bukas ay mag-asawa na kaming dalawa. Just kidding. Alam kong imposibleng mangyari yun.

For the mean time, I can say na magkaibigan na kaming dalawa. Sa tingin ko, that's a good start.

Or maybe, mas upgraded na friends ang label naming dalawa. Imagine, she's cooking for me. At talagang sabay pa kami kapag pumapasok or umuuwi.

Naputol ang pag-iisip ko nang marinig ko ang pagbukas ng pintuan ng cubicle na kinaroroonan ko ngayon. I quickly turned my back to see who could it be. Automatic na nanlaki ang aking mata at napanganga sa gulat. Nahigit ko bigla ang aking hininga. Is this for r-real?

Here she is, the SC President and my crush, Freyja Akane Mitsuki who's standing infront of me. I'm stunned in my spot. Hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko.

Kitang-kita ko kung paano nya pinasadahan ng tingin ang aking kabuuan. Her eyes traveled on it's own. When suddenly, it stopped on a certain spot.

Hindi ko maiwasang mapakunot-noo. What is she staring at ba? Mabilis na sinundan ko ang tinitignan nya. I gasped. Parang binuhusan ako ng malamig na tubig nang marealize ko ang lahat. Fucking shit! This is so embarrassing! I'm still fully-naked.

"Damn... y-you're hot." She said and bit her lips. Panic started to came in my system. Using my hands, I tried to cover my necessarry body parts.

"F-Freyja bakit naman pumasok ka rito sa labas?" I said while stuttering. I'm really nervous right now. Napakabilis ng kabog ng puso ko. Hindi ko alam ku g dahil ba sa sitwasyon ko o dahil sa feelings ko sa kanya.

"I just want to. Is there a problem with that?" Balik-tanong nito sa akin. Her eyes are still on the same spot as if she's peeking into something. May gusto talaga syang makita.

"Damn. This is my first time to see a hotdog that is much longer and larger like yours." Freyja said. Punong-puno ng paghanga ang kanyang mukha. It's full of admiration. While her eyes, parang kumikinang yun sa saya.

Hindi ko maiwasang mapakagat-labi. Ramdam na ramdam ko ang pag-iinit ng aking pisngi. Gosh. Bakit naman hoodog ang tawag nya sa little buddy ko? Mabuti na lang at dinagdagan nya ng compliment.

Longer and larger huh? Paano na lang kaya kapag nagising pa to? Edi mas lalong humaba at lumaki ang hotdog na sinasabi nya. Hindi ko maiwasang mapangisi dahil sa aking naisip. I can't wait to see her reaction.

"Can I touch your hotdog Ashleene?" I snapped into reality when I heard Freyja said that. I looked at her at parang wala syang kamuwang-muwang sa nangyayari. I'm in awe. She's so innocent. She's even playing with her fingers na para bang nagmamakaawa.