Excuse any mistakes
𝐌𝐢𝐝𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭
𝐂𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐀𝐲𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐞
𝐒𝐚𝐧 𝐃𝐢𝐞𝐠𝐨,𝐂𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐚I woke up to my alarm and had a whole ass heart attack
I just sat there and then collected my thoughts like I do every other morning. then rubbed the crusty around my eye
I looked at my phone and took it off DND
2 𝐹𝑎𝑐𝑒𝑇𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑠 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝐾𝑒𝑖𝑟🖤
6 𝑚𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑎𝑔𝑒𝑠 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝐵𝑖𝑔 𝑏𝑜𝑜𝑡𝑦 𝑚𝑎𝑦𝑎✂️
3 𝑚𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑎𝑔𝑒𝑠 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝐽𝑎𝑦
5 𝑚𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑎𝑔𝑒𝑠 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑐𝑢𝑧𝑧𝑜 𝑔𝑐I got up and picked out an outside for school
Then I went into the bathroom and did my routine and got ready for the day And I changed into some parachute cargo pants and a dark blue cropped hoodie with rhinestones on it
Body dysmorphia gotta be the the most annoying thing to have. Having to change my outfit multiple times is so annoying
I put my shoes on and got all my stuff.
"Girl you gone be late hurry up na" my aunty yelled from downstairs making me scrunch my face
"Who ever created school gotta be the dumbest person" I stomped my feet
It is just too much work having to do this shit every day
...
"Byeee"
"Bye mook lemme know if u wanna get picked up"
"Bet love ya"
"LUH u too and stay safe"
I didn't wanna rely on keir driving me today so ima Uber to school because he seems much busier lately
He manages to FaceTime me once in a while but it's Mostly when I'm sleep. And my sleep is very dear to me, I don't wanna rely on him to drop me off either
I went to my first class and Maya wasn't there so I just texted her ass and spammed her until she told me she was skipping
This child skips every other mother fucking day. So I am not surprised
Today is probably the day I drop out of high school. I have two exams today and ima fail
Ion even think I wanna graduate at this point.
After all my classes Maya finally decided to show up at school and six periods already went by.. she should have just stayed stuck in the bathroom stall
We had our lunch switched out for some reason and I told zuko to buy me something for lunch
He said he was finna drop by quick. So I'm guessing he's really busy
I and Maya sat down for lunch and the same girls were talking again
" my momma would be in rehab if she was that drugged up" one of the girls said and I looked back and they stopped laughing keeping a straight face
"I can't imagine not having someone to call mom and dad, that's tuff" another one sand and I just had it
"I thought he name was shaniqua"