letter twenty one

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dear park sunghoon,

what the hell she is doing to you?

i may have no right to be angry but seeing you walking aimlessly inside the training center and looking so out of it while being drunk is too much.

not only was she no good for you, she is now leading you to do something that you wouldn't have done before.

did you really love her that much you're willing to risk your career for her?

i tried talking to you, to find out what happened and yet no answer comes from your mouth. our friends had already gone home, so i was the only one to see you there.

i'm on my way out when i found you slumped against the mailboxes and you look so lost and wasted, i thought about calling your mom.

but at the same time, i don't want to hurt her with such a devastating sight of her son. what would yeji even say to her big brother then?

especially when you cried quietly and you have no idea how much that hurts me.

still, you won't say anything other than sob an incomprehensible name and all i have left to do is to take you home.

i can only do so after checking your wallet and saw the address of your dorm there in your id for belift building. i took a taxi and begged the driver not to say a thing if he do recognizes who you are.

did you get inside your dorm safely?

i only bear the weight of you up until the gates and ring the doorbell then walked away as soon as i heard footsteps from inside. maybe it's one of your co-members.

i didn't know. i leave there as soon as possible so no one would see me drop you off.

i hope you're okay now. if not, soon it will be.

- y.

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