Dear Park Sunghoon ⚊ Letter Series #4

letter twelve

dear park sunghoon,

isn't it cliche because i'm pouring out all my feelings for you in this letters?

but in personal, you will not figure out easily who i am.

in our circle of friends, there's so many girls than boys in the number of fifteen, though the others were more closer in pairs, like me and eunsoo for example.

but sometimes, she's alone with you and minhyuk as welll since the three of you were the top three popular figure ice skaters and thus, the three of you were always together.

i don't even know if you classified me as one of your real friends or i could just be one of your acquaintances from the training center for all i know.

but for me, you were the one to pull me out of the darkness when i self-doubted myself before.

at my every fall, you were one of the first person to get up and try again until i succeed.

i almost give up before in completing the hardest performance for me yet, but you pulled me out and said you'd been there.

you told me about the days you almost cried from every failure in the eyes. and yet, seeing your baby sister is there to cheer you in every competition, you still get up just because of her.

and just because of those stories with your eyes twinkling in adoration for yeji, i fell for you.

i fell to the shy but loving and protective brother of park yeji.

so starting from today, after listening to the supports of our friends, i decided to finally send this letters through the fan mailbox that they never removed yours at the front of the building.

p.s. if you're going to think i'm crazy for sending letters like it's the 90's, then i guess i really am.

i'm crazy to have fallen for someone who is already falling for someone else.

- anonymous