When we all fall asleep, where do we go?

10. bury a friend

He hated this.

He hated the media. "What did they ask?" Mick didn't want to tell Callum, he didn't want to think about it, "Callum, could you watch the press conference by yourself. I- i don't wanna talk about it. It makes me anxious." Mick managed to get out of his mouth. "oh yeah of course, I'm sorry Mick."

Mick looked at Callum, he looked awful after he had said those words. He looked miserable and kinda embarrassed. He couldn't explain the face Callum had on.

Mick was sitting on the floor while Callum was on the bed. Mick decided to get up and sit next to Callum on the bed.

"hey boy what's wrong?" Mick asked softly. "Mick I didn't meant make u feel anxious or uncomfortable and I wanted to help and I was curious I just- whatever." Now he sounded frustrated and uncomfortable. "it's fine, don't worry about it. You didn't know how uncomfortable it made me feel. You did nothing wrong. I love you." Mick said and laid down his hand on Callum's thigh. "I love you too so much."

Mick loved Callum more every day, still he thinks is this relationship thing with him, really good for him? Or is it just ruining his mental health without himself even noticing it.

Are they too young for this? Are we too young for this? Mick thought, Mick has been in one relationship before this and it was horrible.

Dating another mentally unstable was overwhelming sometimes, constantly trying to make the other one feel safe, constantly worrying about the other one, it just didn't work all the time when he tried to keep up with his own problems as well.

But he tried so hard with Callum. He did everything so it would work out all the time.

Mick didn't want this to end, he was ready to walk through hell for Callum. Callum never said or did anything bad. Even tho he has been treated awfully before.

Mick was now laying on bed, Callum cuddled into his side. Callum was pressing soft kisses on Mick's neck, it was something what turned him on. He loved it and Callum obviously loved to do it.

Mick felt Callum kissing him little passionately everytime. Then he started biting and making little hickeys on his neck and Mick couldn't hold the moans anymore.

Then Callum climbed on top of Mick and started making more hickeys not caring how would they be covered. Mick felt how hungry Callum was, he wanted him badly.

But the problem was that Mick wasn't on the mood of having sex, not today. Even if he wanted distraction, cuddles and kisses worked with him right now.

When he felt Callum slowly moving down to his manhood he decided to speak up. "Stop, can you please stop." Mick voice was quiet and there was little tone of scaredness. "you don't want to?" Callum asked calmly. "Sorry I'm not mood of having sex right now, really Callum I promise I'll make this up to you." Mick said and now he sounded anxious and scared.
"Don't act stupid you don't have to make anything up to me, everything is okay. If you don't want to, then we aren't going to do anything. Mick don't be afraid to say if you are uncomfortable or anxious in some situations, everything I want is you to feel comfortable and safe with me." Callum told Mick and pressed little kiss on his cheek.

Mick just snuggled closer to Callum and pressed kiss on his neck. "sorry about the hickeys, you'll have something to explain to your trainer." Callum giggled softly. "Nooo he'll probably tease me about them the whole session." Mick groaned.

Mick loved how gentle the older Brit was with him, he never did anything he didn't want to do. He always asked if Mick was alright doing something.

Now they were just peacefully laying on their bed and watching some crappy tv-show but it was exactly what they loved to do.

"Mick" Callum called out the Haas driver softly. "Yeah?" "Does ur mum know that we are dating? Or like who knows?" "uhm, well my mum doesn't know I haven't told her yet but Gina, Esteban and Sebastian knows." "oh okay, I was just thinking if you um wanted to tell our parents? Like just because if you wanted to come to UK to spend Christmas or- or whatever." Callum said, Mick wondered why he sounded so stressed. "Callum calm down, of course we can tell our parents about us if you want, there's no problem" Mick tried to calm down the older one. "it's just, I don't know how to tell them, I'm not sure if they know I'm into boys at all. So like I would've come out at the same time and the only one I've told is Marcus."

Mick felt kinda shocked by the new that Callum hasn't told anyone else than Marcus, there was no one else who he could talk about his relationship with. "Callum I'm so proud of you for telling to Marcus. I can come to UK with you and we can tell to your parents together. If it doesn't go well, I'll take you to Switzerland and we can sort things out, everything is going to be alright don't worry about it." Mick promised to Callum, even tho he knew it would be really hard to take Callum to Switzerland. But he knew he'll do anything to take him there, it was his home.

"Thank you Mick so much, so much." Callum said and kissed Mick. Those little sweet kisses he gave. "Cally, if you want we can call to my mum now when we are both here." Mick smiled sweetly. "Yeah we can call her." "Don't mind us talking German at first, i'll tell them when we switch to English so u can understand it as well."

Mick searched his mum from his contacts and pressed the 'FaceTime' button. It didn't even took 10 seconds to answer. There she was, sitting with their very own couch with Gina.

"hallo!" Mick greeted and both of them answered. Gosh Mick missed them so much.

They talked for couple of minutes, Callum was waiting farther so they couldn't notice them. And then Mick began to say. "Hey, I have something to tell you guys." Mick looked at Callum and he understood that he could come sit next to Mick. Mick noticed how Callum was little nervous. "Baby what's this?" Corinne asked, she seemed more confused than Gina, the other one was smiling. Gina decided to open her mouth "I'm so happy for you boy, sister is proud of you." Gina said full of joy.

"Mum, we're dating with Callum." Mick held Callum's hand and looked at him with a smile. Corinne just smiled. "Welcome to the family, Callum. Can't wait to meet you." She said and smiled warmly. "Thank you" Callum said gratefully.

They kept talking for a minute. They told Callum he wasn't allowed to meet Michael, yet. Callum told he was fine with it and understood why. Mick was so happy.

happy.