The Best Part

Chapter 13

* MATURE CONTENT I don't advise anyone under the age of 18 to read this chapter *

The drive back to Aarons apartment in Notting Hill seemed to have lasted hours. All I could think about is that what happens next with us is a huge step for me to take. Aarons places his long cool fingers on my exposed thigh, the simple action making my heart race. As he pulls into his parking space he wastes no time in getting out of the car and opening my door, helping me out. His hand is now placed on the back of my neck as his leads me back to his apartment. I can't help the smile that spreads across my lips when I think about that tonight is a night of firsts... for me and him. Aaron hadn't been on a proper date before tonight, with me and tonight will be my first time and I couldn't imagine it being with anyone else other than Aaron. He pulls me closer to him and I can feel his minty breath where he places delicate kisses on my neck. I pull him closer and his lips move to my mouth, "I want to savour this moment, Alexandra I don't want to rush it but when I'm with you time always finds a way to fly past." I feel his hand take mine as he guides me down the hallway towards his bedroom. He kicks the door behind us and pulls me back into his arms kissing me in a way that makes me feel like all of the oxygen has been sucked from my lungs. He pulls back and looks into my eyes. Without breaking eye contact I slowly undone his silky tie, pulling it free from his neck. Aaron pulls the zipper of my dress down, his finger tips grazing now exposed skin as he does so. He unhooks the dress straps from my shoulders and I step back, letting the dress drop to the floor. "You are so beautiful." His words come out hushed as he tries to control his rapid breathing. I start to make quick work of undoing his shirt buttons and push it from his broad muscular shoulders.

"Now we're on more even ground, but we would be both equally naked if you took your trousers off." I bite my lip to stop a smug smile spreading across my face. Aaron unbuckles his belt and finishes undressing himself. Oh shit... this man renders me speechless. I feel like I'm in a dream or a trance of some kind. My fingers trace the outline of his pronounced, strong stomach muscles as though I need proof that he is real. "Are you sure you want to do this? I kind of guessed you haven't exactly done this before." His words break regain my attention to lips.

"I am most definitely want to do this." within seconds he's lowered me to his mattress. Aaron watches me for a moment and then reached for the hem of my underwear. He leans forward kissing my lower stomach, causing my to let out a small gasp, and then slowly pulls my underwear down my legs. He reaches over fumbling with something from his bedside draw and then pulls out a foil packet. This is it. This. Is. It. I suddenly feel nervous. How many times as he done this before? How can I possibly live up to who he's been with in the past? I don't want to disappoint him...

"Alexandra? Please don't over think this, just feel it." I push the thoughts to the back of mind. I can do this with him. He presses his chest against mine, as I begin to lift up to kiss him and his weight on top of me feels amazing. His mouth meets mine as our hands become intertwined. "You ready?" he breathes. I nod telling him yes. He pushes forward into me, slowly and gently. Ouch! This hurts, is it supposed to hurt like this? "Alex, are you okay? Tell me, please." I close my eyes as I focus on dulling the pain.

"It hurts a little." I admit. I suddenly feel nails digging into his hands that are holding mine and I immediately release ease my grip. "Just give me a couple of seconds."

"Open your eyes for me baby. Look at me." I reluctantly open my eyes and I can see the strain etched on Aarons face, but as soon as I look into his eyes, the pain subsides. He pushes in a little further and I tense up, "You feel amazing." he breathes. His lips begin to kiss search every inch of my neck. It now hurts in the best way and this time I can't stop the smile spreads across my face. "I like seeing you smile."

"And I like your face." he lets out a small breathless laugh and finds his way back to my mouth. The best part is the sound when I feel his breath over my lips just before he kisses me. He begins to move again and we both let out a groan, the most amazing sensation washing over me. I look into his eyes and let myself just feel...