only if you knew..(zarry)

chapter:6

"I've been waiting for something newer, now I know it's for you."

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It's been a week after that kiss and harry is locked in his room hiding from everyone, but specially zayn.Ronald tried his best to talk to him but at the end harry will just shake his head that "I'm fine I just don't want to go anywhere".

There are almost hundreds of gifts and flowers scattered on his door and innumerable letters with just one line"I love you so much".

"Love" why he's scared of this word?why he's scared of falling in love with zayn?why his heart is not ready to accept the fact that he loves zayn too but just very scared to admit it. Cause once you fall in love with someone then there's no going back and what if something happen to zayn he can't bear that, he'll die.

He wipes his tears with the hem of his longsleeve t-shirt and started gathering all the letters from floor.And the more he read the more his heart was aching to be in zayn's arms,at every fullstop his tears betrayed him.

"I know I'm that good person ,but for you I'm ready to do anything harry. I'll leave this world and we'll start something new ".

"It's been two days and you haven't replied me anything, please reply"

"Break my heart and you'll find yourself inside it harry styles"

"Dan is saying that you don't love me is it true"

"Everyone here think I'm going insane for you "

"Today I was awake till 5a.m just thinking about you ,um do you think about me even for a second"

"It's been seven days I'm still waiting for you and will wait till you don't love me back. I love you so much harry .yours zayn."

"Why you love? me please don't love me, please please please"
He whispered while clutching all the letters on his chest very close to his heart. His heart which is not his anymore,the only name that his heart knows now a days is "zayn" just Zayn.

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"I think he's in love with someone else. you know maybe he's scared to admit it "
Dan said as they both were sitting on the floor with some beer and smoke, though zayn's eyes was stuck on his phone waiting for harry to message him or call him anything.

Zayn shakes his head with a sign of disapproval, the thought of harry loving someone else stab his heart in many places. Harry can't love someone else.Harry is his.

"No he don't, I asked him he's just scared to fall in love with someone.But he don't love anyone."

"But za----"

"Stop it dan I fuckin told you he don't love anyone, he's my harry.He can't love anyone except me, I won't let him"
He screamed at his face and stomped out of the room, but not before throwing the beer bottle on the wall.

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Harry was in his class but his mind was somewhere else "stop thinking about him he's just a phase" but at the end everything just stop at only one name zayn.

He wants to be in his arms, he wants zayn to kiss him, to love him, to shower him with all his love and affection ,then why he's scared? why his heart is restless without zayn .

At the end of the class when he looked in his notes there was nothing only blank pages with zayn's name.

He's in love with zayn.

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"missed me"
Zayn whispered in his ear while hugging him from behind,harry was shocked for second but then he saw that his window is still open and now zayn has become a expert window climber.

Harry shakes his head and tried to freed himself from his strong grip, but zayn didn't let him, he kissed his neck while whispering that how much he loves him and harry let him.

"um what are you doing here dad will throw you out, if he come to know about this"
Harry said relaxing in his lover's arms it feels like heaven.He missed his arms, he missed his touch,he missed his zayn.

"He won't I'm his soon to be son -in-law very soon actually ,cause I don't like this boyfriends thing. I'll just marry you after our two three dates, is that okay."
A small giggle left harry's mouth and a blush appear on his rosy cheeks zayn turns him around and kissed his lips,and when harry tried to push him he kissed him again with more love, an undeniable love.

"Za----"

"Shush!tell me you missed me or not"
He asked him while pecking his lips repeatedly, and when harry shook head zayn detached himself from his lover's body with a fake anger expression and harry thought he's really angry.

"Okay then I shouldn't be here cause you didn't missed me. Who I'm just a vill---"

Harry kissed him and now there's no need of any words cause Harry loves him, his harry loves him.He picked his lover's body in his arms and started spinning him around like harry is some prize and zayn is the winner.

"You love me like really love love"

Harry kissed his cheeks and whispered in his ear that he loves him so much , and he missed him more than anything.

After harry's confession harry was in zayn's arms, head on his chest ,fingers interwined, limbs tangled with eachother like some puzzle pieces, just laying on bed with love dripping from every corner of the room.

"So will you marry me"
Zayn asked him after half an hour of comfortable silence,a small smile appears on harry's lips he kissed his clothed chest and then his lips.

"What about our first date mister and I've so many dreams which can be only fulfilled by my boyfriend."

"And what are those weird dreams mister's lover."

Harry smiled at him and it was a sight to see.Zayn hugged him more tightly with a intention of never letting him.

"Tell me all of them and your zayn will fulfill each and every wish of yours."

"My first wish is I want mr. zayn malik to shut his mouth and kiss me properly cause it's been five minutes since he kissed harry."

And that one kiss turns in two and then much more ,in all those moments zayn was falling more and more every seconds, sometimes with harry's giggles and sometimes with his flushed cheeks.

And now he has fear of loosing his harry,cause harry is his weakness now.

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I look for my love in rain
and people call me insane..

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