How do you feel?

7-12-21

Idk maybe it's my fault for sleeping till 5 in the afternoon but I haven't gotten to talk to my boyfriend at all my mind is just fucking with me because he's not active and not responding/reading my messages and I'm getting worried so I'm forced to overthink and to get super sad due to my anxiety and depression... I haven't been taking my medication because he's been making me feel better and I haven't been dad so I stopped taking them again but now the voices are coming back and it's scary and all I want is him but I don't wanna annoy him with messages cause he keeps putting me on mute because I sent him "dumb" posts I just sent him posts that I thought were cute and it helped me express myself but it's okay I don't want him to be mad or angry I'll wait until he responds and I'll reply instantly he doesn't know I'm literally wrapped around his finger I just miss him and I wanna be with him all the time....