4~1~2020

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Dear diary,

       Am I just a punching bag...I hate me so why doesn't he..my self esteem is going down so much..I can't do this I just want to die..I annoy her I know I do..I stress her out I make her mad I don't listen to her yet she's still here..why everyone else left me..so she's bound to leave soon..I hate this I hate thinking about bad things on the future I just want to touch her I don't want to hurt anymore I want to have a reason not to kill myself im the toxic person in the relationship she's done nothing wrong I'm just like pearl they say..show we end things..I don't know

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