I always think that the saying" what dosent kill you makes you stronger" is totally incorrect. You could get your limbs chopped off and are you stronger now? No. Right now i feel as if my limbs were chopped off, it feels way worse though. I am numb, what do i have to lose now? im kind of glad that i didnt unpack alot of my stuff into the apartment because im moving int an orfanage now.I will still go to school where i wasb before but i will be taking the bus home to the building im living at. I moved into the orfanage and the first day i spent there they told me that i was up for adoption now, and anyone who wanted to adopt me could. I was walking to my new room with a man guiding me there to a room on the 2nd floor in the back. He turned to me and asked
"Why are you here?"
"my mother died of cancer and my dad was shot"
"that sounds terrible!"
we arived to the room and he cam inside and told me where everything went. he sat on the bed and told me to sit down next to him. he said
"listen, i know its been hard for you but i want to make you feel at home here'
He was running is hand up my innner thigh and lingered his hand around my genitania. i see a boy out the window and he looked so shocked. he opens the door and sceams
"get your hand off of her! She is new here and she dosent deserve"
The boy runs to hm and pulls his hand off. The man stands up and punches him enough to make the boy's face bleed. The man leaves with an annoyed face and slams the door shut.
"hi, im luke, ive been here for a while"
"thank you but you didnt have to...."
"you dont have to thank me, he dose that to new people all the time"
i stare at him blankly and notice there is something about him that i love. I smile and gaze at his slick black hair that has layered bangs.He is plae so i dont think he has gone out much. His eyes are a sky blue and i sound stare at him all the time and never get tired.he showed me all around the building andtold me all the places he gose at night when he is supposed to be asleep. The day was finaly over and we spent all night under the stairs talking and drinking sodas from the lounge.we went back to our rooms and fell asleep with new memories.
