My Boys

10- Not quite

SR: your not some criminal are you?
Y/n: not quite.
BB: what do you mean not quite?
Y/n: I don't think I have ever told you how I got working for shield.
SR: no I don't think you have.
Y/n: well. I'm scared it's going to come back and bite me.
BB: so it's bad.
Y/n: it's not good but not really bad.
SR: tell us when you're ready.
Y/n: so... I don't really know where to start...
BB: just say it.

Y/n: I used to be in a gang, homeless, my best friend got killed in front, then I had no money so I became... a dancer and we will call it a.....pleaser then I met this person who helped me a lot, gave me money and let me live with him instead of living with the seven girls I worked with. He worked with shield, helped me make up a story and changed my name. Yeah.
SR: okay that was a lot.
BB: can you go through that again but break it down.
Y/n: okay you ask, I answer.
SR: the gang.
Y/n: when I was 16 I met my best friend Elijah he was like a brother to me. He helped me when my parents were being well themselves and not caring about me. We kinda went off with the wrong crowd and basically had to do jobs to stay alive and to stay with them. They were terrible but then helped us in a way. One day Elijah didn't listen to them... and they killed him. In front of me. When they did that I ran and left them.
SR: what didn't he do?
Y/n: they told him to kill this man. But the man had a wife and children so he couldn't do that. Elijah only had me to loses but the man had a family.
BB: I'm sorry y/n.

*you show your hand*
Y/n: this ring I always wear was his. That's  also why I have so much men's clothes because they are his. I sometimes think I will keep it all for when he came back. But then I had to accept that he was gone.
SR: I'm sorry baby I wish I knew.
Y/n: no it's okay. He would be so protective if I told him I was dating both of you he would've gone mental but then say "yeah that sounds like you".

BB: so what happened when you ran away?
Y/n: I met this girl lavender and yes that was her real name. She let me move in with her and her friends then I found out they were all strippers I then started to work with them and did that till I was twenty three. I also sung at the club and did other stuff when that was needed. Like with men.
BB: wow okay.
Y/n: I hid all that from everyone the only people that know about my past is Nat and that man. Now you two.
SR: how did you meet this shield person.
Y/n: one night I was outside of the club taking a break and then a drunk man came up to me and started...touching me and stuff he wouldn't stop. Then this random guy came and got him off me. Took me home but none of the girls believed me what happened and said I was lying for attention. A couple days later I saw him again and then we got talking.

SR: ....are you not mentioning this guys name for a reason. If it helps I didn't know everyone that worked for them
Y/n: Ward. Grant Ward. He was in this secret band Coulson put together.
BB: I can't believe all that happened to you and you never told us.
Y/n: I don't like telling people. I think they will pity me.
SR: we just want you safe.
BB: you said this grant guy helped you change your name.
Y/n: my birth name is McKenzie.
BB: okay then. Wait your name now is y/n Ward.