*one week later (your at 8 weeks) and today is the day you have been dreading since you heard the news*
BB: y/n you ready?
BB: baby?
*he walks into the bedroom to see you on the floor in your black dress crying. He came and sits with you hugging you*
BB: I know it's a hard day but we have to celebrate Stevie today.
Y/n: I miss him. This house is so empty now.
BB: yeah...I know it is. I miss him too
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TS: Steve Rogers was a amazing and smart person. He cared for everyone especially his partners Bucky and y/n. Who he would do anything for. He amazed me how he had the energy for them both
SW: when we went running he would always do ten laps when I've only done like two. It was worse when Bucky came because Steve was always showing off for him.
NR: I don't think there's anything Steve wouldn't do. He jumped out of planes without a parachute or run into open fires.
We all thought he was crazy when he went against the law to just save one person but now knowing Steve he probably would of done it again.
BB: umm... I met Steve a hundred years ago and he was always the same person. Even after everything that happened to him. He always thought about others before himself. Especially when it came to me or y/n. Every time we... finished a mission everyone was always really tired but not Steve. One because he had so much energy he was like a child but mostly it was because he got to come back to y/n. He would.. run into the house.. Grab y/n.. then run to the bedroom and just lay there for hours. But not before y/n shouted at him for have his dirty uniform on in bed.
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TS: Bucky your speech was beautiful
BB: thank you. I tried to keep it together.
SW: you did good. How's y/n been.
BB: she's not gone a day without crying. I think she's getting better. I couldn't find her yesterday but when I did she was in the walk-in wardrobe sat with Steve's stuff
TS: she's really struggling
BB: she is. Especially with the baby now. She wants to find out who's it is because she wants it to be Steve's
CB: and what if it isn't
BB: we'll get to that if it comes
NR: how are you feeling?
Y/n: empty, lost. Sick.
NR: it will get easier
Y/n: but will it. Everywhere I look I want to see him standing there but he never is
NR: ...I'm sorry I wish I could of done something. He pushed me and Clint off before we could react to what was happening.
Y/n: we can't reverse time.
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My Boys
RomansaBefore S.H.I.E.L.D collapsed y/n Ward worked for them. That was before she met Steve Rogers. Now when the "after" came she found herself with not one super soldier but two. Join y/n on her journey to self discovery, where love, friendship and family...
