- Fine, Okay -

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"I'm fine"


But I lied, because I'm dying inside.

Not quite sure how to feel.

And feeling it all.


Somehow you can see right through me

Then telling me I'm not fine.

I hate when you say that.

I know you're right but I can't.

Can't admit you're right.

Can't let someone in.

Can't show I'm not that strong.


It's annoying, even though I appreciate it

I appreciate someone seeing it too

Thank you for being someone

who sees my worst and forces me

to talk it all out.


It's fine if I'm angry

because somehow you understand.


"I'm fine okay?"


"No you're not."


And then I break down

And your arms instantly reach out

For me to hold on while I doubt.


- Jean M. | Sept. 14, 2021 -

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