Step Brother (Jacob latimore story)

chapter 19

I couldn't wait for his reply, well I am eager to know. He coughed before answering my question

"I don't want to make things weird between us". While watching him lowering his eyes to the floor,I hit him in the back of his head.

"Just answer the question!" I demanded pointing my index finger at him.  

"Yes! I like her",he exclaimed. I was speechless and tears were running down my cheeks. I had no idea, why? I am crying but it just happened. Jacob looked at me and I ran upstairs into my room.I buried my face  in the pillow and ignored the knocking at my door.

The emotions were taking over my body. I felt hurt,angry and also guilty. To think I have a crush on my step brother although his mom didn't marry my dad. To make things worst Monica;my best friend like him too.

"I ain't gonna leave Zamoia",I heard Jacob said,knocking on the door almost breaking it. "Just go away?" I shouted. My head hurts and I am confused. Apart of me wants to do dirty things to him.another part want to beat the crap out of him.

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He finally decided to leave my room and I went outside to clear my mind. Times like these make me missed mom. She'll know what to do and I wouldn't even be in this mess. Dad just had to find a woman and propose to her and she just had to say yes. It was a ten minutes walk and It helped a lot. My head ache decreased and the tears dried up. The confusion is still there though,probably going to be there for awhile.

"Zamoia",said Jacob who was standing at the gate. 

"What?"I said trying to hide all my emotions. 

"You cried when I told you how I feel about Monica",he said with concern.

 "I am on my period",I said which was obviously a lie. He could never know I like him,not now though. 

"Oh yea mood swings,but you cried for a good while",he said. 

"It comes and goes and has different lengths",I said,having no clue of what  that meant. 

"Good,because I thought you were falling for me,although I would not mine",he said,sitting on a chair which was on the veranda.

"Boy please,so you going to date her?" I asked.

 "Before I answer please don't cry again",he said and I  chuckled.

 "Sure".

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We sat on the veranda talking about our families. Jacob's dad is actually alive but he travels a lot,being a pilot. So lack of time with his family caused him to lose them. Jacob and I have most things In common. He'll make a great boyfriend. 

"What about you,what was your mom like?" He asked. 

"She was one of a kind. Mom will cure and all,but for the right reasons. She was so overprotective and miserable and always helped me out with boy troubles,strict but still fun. From what I can remember about her,she is just special and I miss her so much",I stated.

My eyes felt watery which is a sign that tears will be coming soon. It eventually came and I cried while cuddling with Jacob. He wrapped his hands around my waist and I did the same to him. I felt comfortable in his arms. I looked at him,admiring his entire body from head to feet. I broke the cuddling, lift his chin up and kissed him.  He wrapped his hands firmly around my waist,I felt his tongue in my mouth and I moaned a little. The kiss continued for 4 minutes and I felt like I wanted to devour him right now.
 
"Wow",we both said together. 

"Does that means you like me",said Jacob.

 "Does this answer your question?"I asked afterwards pecking him on the lips. I went back Inside without waiting for his reply.

What have I done?
Dad is going to kill me if he finds out. Monica will hate me now. I think to myself while Jacob massaged my neck.

"Nice right",He said