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Troye pov
Zoe is so good at this kind of thing. She knows exactly how I feel. Zoe has had her fair share of rubbish boyfriends, she hugs me and tells me she has my back and will back me up no matter what. I thank her and she says she better be off because she has a meet up early. I nod. SHe gets up to leave and just before she leaves she gives me a smile to let me know it will be okay.
My phone lite up, Tyler had tweeted (he made me turn on his notifications) @Tyleroakley: I thought you were more mature then that...guess not" I couldn't help it, I started crying again...Connor was in the shower. He got out with just a towel around his waist. Damn. Honestly he was so hot. Yet he was also adorable. Everything really. He furrowed his brow with concern.
"Tro, you were fine 10 mins ago..what did he do" He asks with anger in his voice, in a way that I knew wasn't directed at me, more at someone who had harmed me.
I show him the phone, my head in my hands. Did I destroy my career? He had double the subscribers as me. With this breakup who knew what was going too happen.
"Troye just unfollow him, block him out, don't contact him, if he makes a video talking about it, you make a video about it. I'm hear for you" He presses his lips togather and grabs his cleothes to change into in the bathroom. I look at my watch and realize its almost 1 am, I also realize I'm extremely exhausted and need to sleep. I climb into bed and try to sleep.
Connor POV
It dystroyed me to see Troye like this. It was eating me up not to go out ther e and hug him and tell him I love him. But at this point I don't want to be a rebound. I change and head out. I see Troye lying open eyed lying in bed. He smiles at me with bloodshot eyes "Night Connor, I'll see ya in the morning"
I am an incredibly light sleeper, anything will wake me up. So when I feel the covers lift up and another body climb in the bed I know that it is troye and I smile to myself. He cuddles up to me and curls up making me the big spoon. He puts head under my chin. It sounds weird but man his hair smells amazing. He is so frail, I place my arm over him and he grabs my hand. This wordless exchange means way more too me then it should. He means so much to me. Its unreal how much I want to be happy with him. I quickly fall asleep to the thoughts of what we could be.

Troye POV
"I need to talk to Tyler, how we are going to go about the fans" I tell Connor, as I climb out of bed.
"Ok just remember, you may be younger but you are miles moe muture, I trust you to deal with this." Connor smiles and rubs his thumb over my hand. It sends shivers down my back. I want to pull him in and kiss him, I want him to know how I feel. But I know he sees me as a friend. Someone who wanted to be more then that would have made a move last night whilst I was so fragile and weak. I knew he was there for me...as a friend, I needed to get that into my head that a best friend is what he was and would never be anything more then that, I needed to come to terms with that.

I headed to Tyler's room to talk things over, I was hoping he would be mature and we could come out of this as friends, someday maybe...
I swallowed my heart in my throat. I felt the cold metal against my knuckles as I knocked. Tyler swung the door open and stepped aside.
"Sit" He said, he looked as uneasy as I felt.
I sat and lookedat him with my lips pressed tight. "We need to tell them Tyler. It wouldn't be fair if we didn't." He agreed with a head nod.
"Can we still be friends?" He asked, my eyes darted down. I saw a pair of boxers that weren't mine and clearly not Tyler's. I purse my lips, we broke up, it isn't my place to say anything. "Yea, we can still be friends, keep it civil." I get up, "I'm glad we are still friends Troye, I really am" He says as I leave. The door clicks behind me.

*Panel*
"Uhh you in the TRXYE jumper" I say pointing to a girl maybe 15.
"so um when are you and Tyler gonna get married?" She giggles and the crowd erupts in cheers.
"Uh well...these seems like a better time then any..." The crowd shirks with excitement, oh god, they think we are getting married... "Me and Tyler are...taking a break...it's best for us, and our friendship. We both still care about each other very much and will still remain friends...just nothing more. It wasn't a good idea for us to get involved romantically and quite frankly we felt pressured from to get together from well...everyone. Please respect our decision. Nobody is at fault. (I lie through my teeth) Troyler is still alive, just not as an OTP, as a BROtp. It is as hard for you as us. But it was mutual" I start to chock on my word and I feel my face start to grow redder and redder. I handed the mic to Grace (one of the people I was doing the panel with) and ran off the stage. I sit down in the chair in the green room and just breathe. I couldn't get the faces of the mortified fans out of my mind. Lets be real, with Tylers tweet last night and me telling everyone that nobdu was to blame, they were gonna blame me and take Tyler's side. Fuck...This music thing better work out, because god knows my Youtube career is going to end faster then me and Tyler's relationship.
About 25 mins. later Grace comes of the stage, Troye...is everything ok? Really? I nod and tell her everything is ok, even when you end a relationship on the best terms its gonna be pretty rough. She nodded and said she understood.
Tyler POV
Panel somewhere else

"So like who was the tweet to last night" a tall boy with a thick Scottish accent asked in the audience, he was with a tall girl with ombre hair. The whole audience nodded and murmured a response.
"Well, as you know a couple months ago, me and Troye came out as a couple, and as you know all relationships have some problems, it's just that me and Troye had to many problems to ignore. One of us may have had feelings for someone else and one of us might have gotten jealous and done something they should regret more then they do. We have decided to take a break and thats all I am going to say on this topic." I kind of made it look like Troye cheated on me. Oh well what are you gonna do. Tell the truth and make me look like the bad guy?

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