Fucking Shit UP! #BSM

Chapter 2

I made us breakfast and we finished catching up, and he was still holding Aria, and she was sound asleep in his arms. He would not put her down for nothing! While looking down at her, he looked up at me and said this should have been my daughter! I was speechless for yet the second time in our conversation.

I got quiet, and instantly my mind went to racing and flashing back all those old memories, I couldn't picture anything but the sadness and sorrow he went through, that we went through. He looked so happy and at peace holding Aria...

I finally found words to say, I said God makes no mistakes he knew it was not the right timing in our lives to bring a child into this world..

*few minutes later*

Trent walks through the door, he walks in the kitchen and kisses my check, says Hey Baby and dap Dee up! He's dressed in a white Tee, with some black basketball shorts, with some KD's on. I said been playing ball? He said yeah at the gym with the guys! He try to take Aria from Dee until he realizes she's sleep..

He said ima head upstairs to take a shower! He walks up the stairs and I hear the bedroom door close! I want to see his reaction to the condom wrapper on his pillow..I started walking upstairs a few moments later I open the door and he's sitting on the side of the bed with his hands on his head and the wrapper in his hand, he didn't hear me come in until I closed the door, and soon as the door closed behind me he jumped, like I scared him!

I sat on the opposite side of the bed and said what is it that I'm doing wrong? He didn't have an answer. I said we have sex breakfast, lunch, dinner, and I'm always dessert! My head game has always been A1. So what's the problem? You've gave me the most precious thing on earth! We took a vow in marriage! Is it me? Am I not enough for you anymore?

He yells out STOP!!! He said you're everything im looking for in life, but it's just, mane fuck I can't even explain it...I said well at least you had the decency to wrap it up! And I got up and walked out the room!

He yelled out Baby wait....