Doing it because of love (Delia)

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𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐃𝐎 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐨 𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐨𝐫 𝐜𝐨𝐩𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐬

Warning:self harm :<

𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃 𝐀𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐎𝐖𝐍 𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐊!.

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Whenever Y/n enters the greenhouse,the Supreme would excuse herself to leave. Everytime Y/n would try to get her attention,she would suddenly be very busy at something.

She's tired, she's tired of being treated like that, she's tired from all of the overthinking her heads making. She tried to catch up with her,she tried to be friendly and be talkative just to bring the Cordelia back,the Cordelia that she's used to the first she put a step on the door of her house.

But nothing, Cordelia let it that way,let herself be scared of her own feelings,let herself hide from Y/n,let herself hide the feelings she's feeling everytime she saw her or be with her...the anger feeling that she's not sure what for.

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A small huffed leave her mouth with a groan vibrated in her throat. She slam her head into the soft pillow she's hugging then roll around the bed with a playful cries,then she sat up quickly with a scoffed."what's wrong with her.." she wondered with a frown before wrapping her arms together under her breasts.
Her frowned face then suddenly turned all red at the thought of the first time she touched her hands AGAIN which happened just yesterday.

A pout on her face slowly faded,changing into a small smile with a blush on her cheeks. She admit that her 'small crush' on the Supreme got worse,she can't stop herself from trying and keep trying on reaching out to her or sent her those cute sticky notes with smiley and heart design wishing her a good day. Cordelia's too beautiful to not have a crush on to and you're TOO BLIND if you're one of them.

She got up from bed grinning thinking that maybe this time,the blonde would let her in to her heart...oh Y/n what a naive person you are, you're reading this all wrong.

>>𝐓𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐤𝐢𝐩>>

"Hi Dee!" Y/n said grinning as she jumped out of nowhere. A heavy sigh leave Cordelia's mouth before her eyes met her innocent one."hi" she said giving her a fake smile before her attention turn into the potion she's making.
'oh my God,she said Hi!' Y/n squeal into herself, grinning widely until her cheeks hurt.
"What are you making Dee?" She asked watching her in awe, that you can actually see the two hearts in her eyes. Cordelia closed her eyes trying to control herself,there you go,the anger she's feeling inside of her comes out."uh Y/n,will you please..just..get out of my...sight?.. I'm just--" "don't tell me you're shy Dee?" Y/n asked innocently with a giggle thinking that it was just a joke.
With a irritated sigh, "no, I'm not shy,I just want you to get out of my sight and give me some privacy,thanks" she said mentally rolling her eyes.

Neither Cordelia don't know why she's mad at her,it just comes out of nowhere and became her habit.

Y/n's heart broke,completely hurt that her smile fades from her face now being replaced by a sad smile."oh why?am I a burden Dee or..?" She asked looking at her hopefully that she'll say 'no, you're not' and reassure her that there's nothing to worry about,but the Supreme nod,she can't help it but she just nodded at her telling her that's she's right."yes,now please...just please Y/n,leave me alone please? Will you?" She asked. Her eyes met her now broken ones."oh yes!..yes!o-of course yeah!. I'm so sorry Ms I didn't know" she said giving her a small bow before she left, leaving Cordelia alone at the greenhouse. The feeling of someone pinched or crashed your heart, Cordelia felt,she can't explain but that's what she felt when she saw her eyes filled with tears, the look on her face looks so broken that her tears would just fall continuously.

Y/n bit her lip as she sat down on the bed. Her warm tears stream down her face continuously while she hide her face into her shaky hands asking herself.

'why..why she's like that to me?'
'what happened?'
'am I such a burden to her?'
'what did I do?'

These questions runs through her head as she sob. Her whole frame is shaking and sweating while she cried.

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Nobody knows what happened but it just did,with one blink and she's gone..physically,nobody knows why but the Supreme of course knew. She knew it's her, she's the one why she's gone.

Y/n just did it for love.

"No,no,no,no,no...look at me baby" she sob holding her face into her soft and warm hands. Y/n can feel the butterflies in her stomach wilding giving her a small smile."b-baby" she repeated with a low chuckle."yes..baby..y-you're my baby..don't leave..please sweetheart" she said. Her tears are falling down Y/n's cheeks as they look at each other."please baby...don't leave me,I can..I can make it all up to you...I-I don't hate you love,I don't hate you" she whispered as she cried kissing the top of her hand repeatedly.

She tried to heal her but she can't and no one can."please D-dee,I can't...it's hurts" Y/n whimpered, shaking her head."hurts what my love?,l-let me help you..tell me darling..please,I-I can help you just--" she sob,her shaky hands stroking her head as she sob. "I can't..I don't want to lose y-you" she said. Her palm made it's way to her bloody cut arms as she tried again,Y/n whimpered."P-papa Legba..i-is waiting Dee" she mumble,she's trying to keep her eyes open for her,to look at her beautiful face for the last time."no!,no!,Y/n look at me..d-don't-stay with me" she whimpered,her quivering lips kissing her face repeatedly trying to make her smile for the last time."please Y/n" she begged."j-just hold me Dee...pa..papa Legba is waiting..for me..h-he's behind you" she said with a small smile as she close her eyes slowly."no!,no!,no!.." she sobbed.

Her shaky hands trying to heal her cuts repeatedly,when she can't hear the whimpers coming out of Y/n's mouth,she lost it. She hugged her close to her chests as she cried,warm new tears stream down her cheeks."I'm..i'm so sorry d-darling..can you hear me?..hmm?..I l-like you..so..so so much.." she cried into her ears, quivering lips kissing her temple."I just don't..k-know how to show it..but I do!..I-I like you so much..can you hear that?..I-I like you my love" she whispered.
Y/n's body goes completely limp in her arms."Darling,you have to let go" the redhead woman behind them said while wiping her tears."please.. Myrtle..just let me h-hold her this time" she whispered,arms wrapping around Y/n's lifeless body protectively. Myrtle smile sadly before she left, leaving her alone. "I-im so sorry if I confused you.." she said scanning her pale face."I'm s-sorry for everything" she whimpered,teeth sinking down into her bottom lips."I love you Y/n.." she whispered into the air before she stand up and let go of her body..."I hope you forgive me..".

Peace..?✌️😜
(Not proofread..)

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