NOT AN UPDATE

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Hello :)

So I have been taking this Zayn stuff pretty hard. There's times where I am completely fine but most of the time I'm having a mental breaking down or crying while looking at my posters of him.

Today I took a shower and collapsed on the floor. I didn't make an effort to get up, I just sat there and cried like collapsing on the floor was my punishment or something. I was hysterical and I couldn't breathe which triggered my asthma which triggered a panic attack.

I want to tell you guys though that I WILL continue to update it just might be hard without breaking into tears. I know it is difficult on every fan but some people take news like this harder than others and I am taking it extremely hard.

I hope One Direction will not end soon like Liam promised in his long ass tweet.

I love you all and if you need support please contact me because I can help.

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Twitter: @iheartnattyg
Peace bruh ✌

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