Chapter 4

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Corbyn was nervous. It was Saturday morning and he didn't know how to convince his mum to not make him go.

He walked downstairs to see his mum sat at the kitchen table. "Hi hunny, how are you feeling?"

Corbyn just ignored her. He didn't understand that his mum was only doing what was best for him.

"Corbyn, please talk to me." She stood up from her seat and walked over to him.

He just walked towards the front door and said, "I'm going to see Zach, I'll be back soon." He said as bluntly as possible. With that last sentence, he slammed the door shut behind him.

His mum was worried about him, I mean, of course she was. She just wanted him to get better, and it hurt knowing that her own son would hate her for trying to help.

Time skip.

Corbyn was in Zach's bedroom and they were both sat on his bed on their phones.

"When do you leave?" Zach asked after a few minutes of awkward silence.

"I don't know. But I'm not going. My mum can drag me there and I would find a way to not go."

"I know you don't wanna here this corbs, but she's only doing it to help you. You can't keep hurting yourself over some dickhead like Kyle just because he keeps treating you like shit. You do need help, as much as you say you don't, you do. I love you Corbyn, like a brother and to be honest, I would do the same thing your mum has done."

"Do you actually think that?"

"Of course I do corbs." Zach softly smiled at him.

Then Corbyn began to realise how much of an ass he was to his mum. "I gotta get home. I'll see you at sc-. I'll see you around." His eyes began to tear up. "I love you Z, thank you for everything."

"I love you too corbs." Zach began crying. He didn't know when he would see Corbyn next. He would miss him, a lot.

They hugged eachother tightly for a few minutes before they pulled away. They both walked downstairs to the front door. "Well, bye Zach." Corbyn smiled at his best friend.

"Bye Corbyn." He smiled back.

Corbyn walked out the door and began walking his way back home.

Time skip.

"Mum! I'm home!" Corbyn shouted from the living room.

His mum came running down the stairs and gave Corbyn a huge hug.

"It's time to go hunny, I've packed some of your stuff already." His mum looked like she had been crying.

"Thanks mum, and I'm sorry for behaving like that. I know you only want to help me."

"You don't have to apologise, I get why you were angry."

They both smiled at eachother as they walked out the door to the car.

Time skip.

They arrived at the ward and they walked through the main entrance. The receptionist greeted them at the desk and asked for Corbyn's name.

"Corbyn Besson."

"Ok, thank you Corbyn. Well, this is Kim, she is going to take you to the room where you will stay. So, that means you'll have to say bye to your mum now." He looked down as his eyes began to water again.

"Well hunny, I've got to go then. I love you so much." His mum pulled him into a hug.

"I love y-you too mum." He was crying, a lot at this point. He didn't know anything about these places so he didn't know if anyone would be able to visit him or not.

She pulled away and walked out the doors, without looking back. She would miss him a lot.

He was crying a lot more now. The doctors were trying to calm him down but he just wouldn't. He would really miss his mum and Zach.

What if I never see them again? What if I end up staying here because I can't get better? What if-

His brain was just filled with what ifs. He didn't know what to do or how to react to anything right now. He just wanted to get better so he could go home already.

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a/n: this one was emotional lol. next chapter out tomorrow :)

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