i miss zayn so goddamn much, it's been like almost 2 days but fuck i miss him
i feel so empty, i don't even know what to feel
yesterday at school all my friends hugged me and they said it would be fine, but that's the thing, it won't be fine
i don't blame zayn for anything, i mean i get it. i'm so proud of him he stayed strong for so many years and now he just can't do it anymore and i really understand that and he deserves all the happiness in this entire world. If he's happy than i'm happy
but it still hurts af, i still hope that this is all some kind of sick nightmare
and even tho zayn left now, i will still support niall, liam, harry and louis with all my heart. they are still the boys i fell in love with and i still love them so much
i love zayn as much as the others and i support him too in everything he does, i hope he can live his life like a 22 year old boy now, he deserves that so so so much.
when i'm on twitter and i see things about zayn, i still cry bc i just can't believe it.
the day that there are going to be songs and photoshoots without zayn is going to be so hard for me, i will cry so hard that day, i already know it.
it will take so long for me to get used to it
but i'll be fine, i think
just stay strong everyone, do it for the boys, they wouldn't want you to do anything stupid.
ilysm
