"welcome to hell."
"you sinning bastard"
"as if you thought you would make it in the world"
"you are a joke in the eye of reality"
why cant i run? why cant i get away? i try to escape the grasps of the man with a wicked grin. his grip gets tighter and tighter on my shoulders as he holds a mirror in front of my face. he points out every feature, every fault, every thing worth changing.
and you call yourself human, a creature more like it!
he throws me to the ground and laughs as he exits the dark, cold room. my hands feel wet with a familiar substance. i look to the ground to see that i am laying in blood. i try to stand, but my knees fall weak. why cant i run? why cant i get away? i cry to the empty room.
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"EMILY!" i hear. startled, i open my eyes to see Jenny hovering over me. "Emily! are you alright? you're covered in blood and you were screaming..." she says, holding a cold towel to my cuts as i hiss in pain. "ba-bad dr-ream" i manage to get out before bursting into tears in her lap. she begins to rub my back. "Emily, im not letting you miss the concert, its ten now and i already packed your bag, i just got to get you cleaned up and fed before we can go" she says lifting me up and wiping away my tears.
"now, can you manage a shower while i go get us some food?" she asks helping me off the floor. "im pretty sure i can, just lead me to the bathroom" i say, still a bit shaken from that dream... was is a dream? did i go to hell and was sent back for being just that repulsive? before i know any better, hot water is splashing onto my face, filling the bathroom with a warm mist in the air that made your muscles relax.
"Honey! im home!" i hear Jenny yell from the kitchen while plopping down the breakfast on the counter. "i'll be right there!" i yell, stepping into the cold air and into my warm clothes. i tie up soaked hair and run to the kitchen, im starving!
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two more hours pass and we are finally on the road. nothing but excitement filled my heart as we got closer and closer to Atlanta. "are we there yeeeeeet?" i would sing ever five minuetes in anticipation of the concert.
"Here! listen to this! you nutball!" she says, plugging in her ipod and choosing a song. the song 'The Great Hendowski" begins to play on her ipod. "AHHHHHH!" i scream as i begin to sing all of the words in perfect harmony. " you never fail to freak out to this song do you?" Jenny says, now singing along too and turning up the radio. "never" i say smiling before headbanging to the riffs of the perfect guitars.
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Infinity, My Dear
Teen Fictiona story about a teenage girl named emily who is just having a rough time. between bullying, cutting, and losing her best friend to suicide, all she can do is turn to her favourite band Of Mice & Men. when she meets her idol Austin Carlile, sparks fl...
