Lisa's POV
"My bad habits lead to wide eyes stare into space
And I know I'll lose control of the things that I say.."
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FRIDAY NIGHT
2 Weeks after the dinner with Jennie amd my parents. Started from there, she always having dinner with us every Friday Night and she end up sleeping over and goes home every saturday morning because she goes to church on sunday with her parents and study for that day.
After our dinner, Jennie and I washed the dishes and goes to my room after. We took turns in the bathroom and washed ourselves.
We were lying in my bed and I notice she wore my oversize shirt and who knows what underneath those shirt, maybe nothing. Naughty me haha.
"Hug me tight Lili." Jennie said while looking up to me under her lashes
"*giggle* I love you." I said and kissed her forehead. I hug her tight with our legs tangled.
Our monthsary is on 23rd and it's next Sunday. I know were only dating for almost 7 months on the 23rd but I know to myself that I want to see her face before I sleep and woke up with her beside me. God I'm so deeply in love with Jennie Kim and it's frightening to lose her and lose myself.
But I trust us.
"Love, where do you see us 5 years from now?" I asked randomly but hoping for her to answer.
"*giggle* I--I don't know. We're adults that time so your gonna be 25 and I'm 26. And ahmm... hopefully I'm gonna be a successful lawyer and you're managing your dad's business. Then we live happily ever after." She said while caressing my my cheek with her thumb.
I move a but backwards so I can stare at her face, and we were both smiling.
"And when that time comes, *kiss* I'm gonna meet your parents *kiss* and ask them permission *kiss* to marry you." I said between kisses.
I stare at her sincerely and she giggled nervously. I furrowed my brows because of her reaction.
"Why? Don't tell me after 5 years I'm still gonna be your secret lover?" I asked confused and back away a bit from her.
"Hon, calm down, it's not like that. *sigh* of course I want them to meet the most wonderful person in the world. It's-- *sigh* I'm afraid to promise something so I'm just gonna say what I can do..." she said not looking at me.
I sit up from bed and she did too. I hold her hands.
"Jennie, do you love me like love love?" Shit dumb ass, where did that question came from.
She pulled her hands from my hold.
"Of course Lis! I do love you. This is not just an infatuation. Why, do you have doubts with me?" She half shouted so my parents will not hear.
She started sobbing and getting off the bed. I was watching her wearing her pants and that's the time I get off the bed and hug her from the back and started crying also.
Damn, why does we always end up like this everytime we had our moments. This is not healthy at all. The moment I saw her crying because of me, I felt a pinch inside.
"Love, sorry. It's not like I'm having doubts with you. I love you and I'm sure about us. Fvck! I've never been this sure my entire life! I'm just afraid to lose you cause I'm gonna lose myself too." I said while crying on her back.
"Then trust me! And please be patient with me cause I told you my situation is complicated. I love you Lisa, so don't fvcking question me. I love you." She said, turning around to face me and cupping my face.
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