The Summer that changed me forever

Imp. Just Read

I know you all heard about Zayn... I wanted to put this us because I have read a lot of people are putting their stories on hold or not going to continue to write anymore books. Well I will continue this book but ya...I may not continue to write 1D fan fictions but that doesn't mean I'm going to stop writing. I will finish all on 1D fan fictions without a dought. I honestly don't know how to take this. It's like the whole world has stopped moving. Like a giant hole has been made into my heart. It's going to take a very long time to get over this. I will never forget about it. The date is I grabbed into my head forever. March 25, 2015. I found out at 11:40am yesterday. And my life shall never be the same.

I know everyone is devastated, mad, sad, or even hate Zayn for leaving. I for one am not mad nor do I hate Zayn. Why would you?! I am though very devastated and sad he has decided to quit the band. I just wish him the best. He should be happy and stress free. He deserves to have a normal life. But really who is normal?! Not me. Not you and certainly not him. No one is normal. But I still get where he is coming from.

We should all support him with his decision. And we all NEED to support the other 4 boys. They need it the most right now. We aren't the only ones who lost someone. Those 4 boys lost someone so dear to them. They lost a brother and they need our support more than anything right at this moment. They are going to finish their tour and come out with their 5th album.

Zayn quit for his own well being. He could handle all the stress and he simply cracked under pressure. This was his best choice for himself. And you can hate me for saying this but I don't care. I respect him and his choice for leaving. We can't control what him-or any of the boys-do or say. It's their life and they get to live it the way they want. We don't control them-even thought some of us wish we could-but we can't.

You never know Ayn might come back in the future. We never know what will become of the rest of the boys. I for one hope they stay together. But if for some reason they all split I am ALWAYS going to be apart of this fandom. I have met so many wonderful people threw this. I wouldn't ever trade it for anything now even 100 million dollars. I will always remember the good times I have had for these 4 almost 5 years in this fandom. And I regret NOTHING. Simply nothing.

All of 1D has changed my life. They have saved -along with millions of others-life's. I wouldn't be here if i haven't made my way into this fandom. I have has so many good memories and I hope I can continue to have good memories.

One Direction may never be the same without Zayn but that doesn't mean he doesn't still have a spot in our hearts cuz he does. It just won't be the same. Never will be. But as I said we need to support all the other lads and the rest of their journey together.

I shall post an update for my other books in a couple of days maybe less.