The Summer that changed me forever

~5~

I have been thinking really hard all day. I have made a list of good and negatives between me and Dillon and me and Zayn. Even go I have only known Zayn for a little while he treats me better than Dillon does. But I have been with Dillon for years. I love him so much. Uh this is a very hard decision I wish I had some girls to talk to....wait I do!! Louis and Liam's girlfriends. We have been getting close I'll ask Liam and Louis to call them!! Yes!! I'm a genius!!

"Hey Liam and Louis will you call the girls over so I can chat with them??"

"Yes." They said at the same time. They called the girls and they came straight over. When they got here we went into the kitchen.

"So...I need your help." I said.

"Ok what can we help you with??" Eleanor asks.

"Well, I kissed Zayn yesterday. Well he kissed me. And my boyfriend walks in and sees us kissing. Dillon says I get one day to choose between him or Zayn, and I don't know who to choose. I love Dillon but he isn't the nicest. He has abused me before. But I love him. But on the other side I like Zayn. He is nice and carrying. And I...I don't know what to do anymore..." I kept rambling on.
"Well if Dillon abused you before then why did you stay with him??" Danielle asks.

"Well I thought he would change but he never did." I said looking down.

"I think the chose is clear." Danielle says. I look at her in confusion. Was she saying stay with Dillon or to go with Zayn??

"Zayn. Duh." El said it that time. I smiled and hugged them.

"Thank you so much guys!!" I said.

"Your welcome we are here for you always! Said El. After a little more talking I decided to call Dillon.

"So Jessimin have you made a decision??" He asked.

"Yes I have. And I love you but I'm saying good bye to you. I choose Zayn." I say.

"I thought your loved me!! Jessimin what the actual fuck?" He yelled at me.

"I did love you till you abused me all the time!! I'm done good bye and hope you have a wonderful life. Bye!" I said and hung up the phone. I, crying now but I think it's just because of the realization of that I loved him and he was my boyfriend for a very long time. And I think it will take a long time to get over him but I'm glad this is a start.

I just stay in my room for the rest of the day. Crying and watching sad movies. A few times I had Niall come in to give me chocolate and ice cream and to just check up on me. He knows how to take care of a lady when she is sad. One time I even hugged Niall and cried I to his chest. My goal I made in the begging of the summer was just broken. I don't care he is my brother and I want to get to know him. I still have the whole summer to make up with him.

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