The Summer that changed me forever

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I woke up in Zayns arm arms. I looked up at him and he was looking down at me.

"Good morning." He said.

"Mooring." I said and sat up. I got up off his bed and he stood up with me. He then pulled me into his arms and kissed me again. And again I pulled way immediately. I looked into his eyes.

"Zayn I'm sorry but....we can't do this."

"Oh...ok." He sounded really sad. I don't want to hurt him. But I don't want to hurt Dillon. If I haven't mentioned this befor Dillon is my wonderful boyfriend. I love him so much. I am never going to tell Dillon Zayn has kissed me. It was hurt him so much. I like I mentioned before I love Dillon.

"I'm so sorry Zayn...I just can't do this. I don't want to hurt you. But I have a boyfriend. I'm so sorry." I said wile backing away. Once I got to the door I opened it and ran to my room crying. I hate to hurt Zayn, but in the process I'm hurting myself. I do love Dillon, but I think I'm starting to fall for Zayn.

I cry and cry. I'm glad no one is home. They had to leave for an interview so I stayed at the house. I couldn't go knowing how I felt about Zayn. I stopped crying and decided to call Dillon so he could come over and we could hang.

"Hey baby. I was wondering if you wanted to come over and hang. The lads are at an interview so I'm here alone."

"Sure I'll be over in a few."

"Ok love you."

"Love ya to. Bye"

"Bye." I hung up the phone and got dressed. I have been in my pjs all day. And now it's like noon. Ten minutes later their was a knock at the door. I ran downstairs and opened the door. It was Dillon I jumped into his arms and kissed him. I haven't seen him for a while. Well I guess it's been a week but I missed him like hell. He is the only thing that is normal in my life.

"Haha Hey babe. What a house!!" I said as we walked back into the house.

"Ya. My brother and his band mates live here. I get lost sometimes." I said laughing at my self.

"I bet I would get lost to." We make our way to my room. Once we get their I open the door and walk in.

"Wow when is your room ever this clean??" He asked. Ya I normally have my room very messy. But since I live with the boys they make me keep it clean.

"Ya the boys make me keep it clean. They are frustrating sometimes." I say sitting on my bed.

"When are they coming back?"

"Um I think in a few minutes. They are suppose to be here at 12:30. So I guess any second." Once I said the last sentence the front door opens and loud voices echo threw the house.

"Well their they are." I say rolling my eyes.

"Do you want to go to the park so we can get out of here." He asked.

"Ya let's go I just need to get my shoes one." I said and got up and walked to my closet and grabbed my Toms. We walked out of my room and down stairs. The lads looked at my and Dillon.

"Every one this is my boyfriend Dillon. Dillon this is my brother Niall, and his lads, Harry, Louis, Zayn, and Liam."

"Nice to meet you." Dillon said.

"Ok so we are going out. And might be back till later. Bye." I said and me and Dillon walked out of the house. We got into his car and drove to the park. Thank goodness Dillon didn't want to talk to them. We got to the park and got out of his car and went over to the swings. I love to swing ? Ya call me a child I don't care.

"Do you want to say the night with me Dillon?" I asked after I got off the swings.

"Sure. What would your brother say?"

"I don't give a flying pig with he says. You are my boyfriend and if I want you to stay the night than you can."

"Ok we should go then it's about to rain." And that's when I felt a drop and the. It just down pored. Uh I hate the rain. He drives back to the house and we run inside. By the time we get inside we are drenched.

"Let's go take showers." I said. We walked upstairs and took separate showers. We got dressed and went down stairs to get food. Then we went back to my room and watched a movie by this time I was getting really sleepy. Befor you know it I'm out.

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Hey loves!!!

I'm sorry this took so long. I have been dealing with school and tones of homework. Don't worry the other stories will have an update soon.

I am very busy at the moment. Like I said I have homework. Mondays, Tuesdays, and Thursdays I have colorguard right after school. Then I have football games that I have to perform at. And in three weeks we start competitions. Today is my papas birthday he is 59. I have homecoming on the 20th which in so excited for.

My best friends birthday was yesterday and mine is in a month. Yay I'll be 17!!!!

But hey I'll try to update as much as possible. The Other Side Of Me is next then Me, Him and Them. AND OH I AM MAKING A NEW ONE. Idk if I want it to be a 1D fan fic or 5sos you guys help me decide!!!

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-Sam