"Understand what I'm telling you Najah" he tells me I look around my bedroom before turning back to him "tell me" I say "I mean every time I look into your eyes I see it , you're all I need" he scoots closer to me "I've kept this in me for so long, I'm so in love with you , it's almost dangerous"
I have no idea what to do next or say. "You're the one I can't keep off my mind" he says and my eyes widened. We were talking about me the whole time. "That's why you were acting like that the other night, you were jealous?" I question
"obviously jealously and alcohol don't mix well" he chuckles awkwardly. "I know this is unexpected-" just like the movies I cut his ass right off with a kiss. Things get carried away fast. Next thing I know I'm straddling him as a make out session continues. Then I remember he has a girlfriend.
I break apart and look down at him "you have a girlfriend" I say and he bites his lip before shaking his head "I don't" he says "what do you mean, you guys were at the mall today" I say "and we broke up" he tells me "are you good" I ask
"I'll be even better once you kiss me again" he says and I smile pops up on my face before I do go back to kissing him. And long story short....
My legs hurt inna good way.
I wake up later on that day and check the time 9:42pm. I look to my left and Edwin is asleep. I feel like this is some type of sick dream. I get up and grab some clothes from my drawer and walk into the bathroom. I turn the shower on and get in.
I get out about 30 minutes later and walk back into my bedroom after getting dressed. Edwin is no longer in the bed. I'm guessing he either left without saying goodbye which would be pretty messed up especially knowing what just happened. Or he's downstairs doing who's knows what.
I grab my phone and walk downstairs "you are down here" I say and he turns his head and smiles as he sits on the couch. "Yeah I woke up and you were in the shower" he says and I sit next to him "you okay?" He ask "yeah" we both smile at each other "are you leaving?" I ask
"Want me to" he questions "answer my question first" I say "I wasn't planning on leaving, want me to?" He ask "obviously I don't" I answer and he grabs my hand before placing his lips on mine.
He breaks apart "that's a thing we just do now right?" He ask and I giggle "well why not"
He laughs before kissing me again. This has to be some sick joke or something. This is almost unbelievable. "You told me you were in love with me and if you haven't gotten the hint , I'm in love with you too" I put my hand on the side of his face.
"Angelina is gonna love to hear about this" I say "why" he ask "she's been all about .... Us for years" I explain "you can't tell her"
I look at him "I tell her everything" I say "let's just keep this between you and I just for a bit , I like just the thought of us knowing what's going on" he adds "okay that's fine" I say then his phone rings and he looks at it before declining it and putting his phone in his pocket "who was that" I ask "no one" he smiles before wrapping his arm around me.
"The reason you and Payton broke up wasn't because of me right" I ask "no it wasn't" he shakes his head "good , I would feel bad" I say "it just wasn't working , and I wanted to move on" he says "to you" he adds "how did she react" I ask "she was upset and angry but that's expected" he answers
"Then she just said fuck you to me and told me to leave" he finishes "and you're okay" I question "I'm great" he replies. I nod slowly "I ordered some food and it should be here soon"
(Next morning)
"Look at these" he says and I sigh and look over at his phone for the hundredth time "those are nice" I smile "what's wrong" he ask "you won't stop showing me shoes" I say "I like your opinion" he tells me "I don't need to see every single shoe on the damn website" I say and he laughs "fine"
He leans back on the chair next to me at the dining room table. His phone dings a couple times "who's that" I ask "no one" he shakes his head "obviously it was someone silly" I say "it's nothing" he puts his phone away and looks at me before planting a single kiss on my lips "I do have to get going"
I frown "why" I ask "umm I need to finish up some music stuff" he says "I can come with you" I smile "I would for you to but it's okay" he says "seriously I will" i state "I know but I wanna go alone , just get it done and Done" he bites his lip "o.....k"
Doesn't seem legit but whatever
"Will you come back later" I ask "not sure" he says "okay then" I say "but I will call you" he puts his hand on my knee before kissing me once again "I'll see you soon" he stands up "yeah" I nod "I love you Najah" he smiles and I do too "I love you Edwin"
I watch him walk out the door before hearing his car start and drive off.
What a weird but great night. I still think it's some sick dream or something but I won't overthink it.
(Edwin)
I walk through the door "hi baby" she says and I put a smile on my face. Not 100% a real one. "I texted you and you didn't text me back" she walks over to me and wraps her arms around my torso before I place my hands on her shoulders. "My bad love , I got caught up in this music stuff" I say "yeah how was the studio last night" she ask "last night?"
She nods "you told me you were at the studio last night" she says "oh right right , it was fine , went well" I lie cause I obviously wasn't at the studio.
"That's good" she kisses me "miss me?" She ask "of course Payton"
So yeah I lied to Najah and I feel horrible.
Payton and I didn't break up.
